So in a lot i love art of all kinds i like trying out new things especially for furry stuff but what saddens me to no end is my mental illness i'm practically insane i suffer from a plethora of anxiety issues that i barely have any control over i also consistently suffering from excessively Deep bouts of Depression it often kills me to want to draw and not have the mood or will to do it i want to do so much more but i feel if though i can't and no amount of just "sucking it up"or "getting over it" can do any thing for me i just cant get in the mood there is some things wrong with my mind i'm not wanting or willing to talk about it kills me knowing i want to do so much but i just can't do it its simply frustrating ....all of it my lack of will ...my lack of ideas ...lack of inspiration ...ill tell ya its not easy when your a mental time bomb that never stops there is a lot i'm not saying but never the less i'm not right in the head...not right at all.