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9 years ago
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☆.。.:*・°☆☆.。.]:*・°☆☆.。.:I was gone for a month, why?
- My computer crashed, I had to bought new RAM 'discs' and whole new motherboard.
What I am doing now?
- Now I put my focus on commissions.. Now I'm working on 2 commissions and that has
helped me on my mental health. Keeps me going trough these days.
My focus is also in finding the new apartment and trying to save/get money for new computer, just because if something like this happens again.
~ Commission slot info
Mental health, what I mean?
- Last month I was very suicidal to be honest. I planned it, I almost tried to do it.
I can not sleep, I'm in pain (chronic illness) and my own fucking head is killing me.
☆.。.:*・°☆☆.。.]:*・°☆☆.。.:
TyrannosharkusRex
~tyrannosharkusrex
Jesus Christ.. Really hope you'll be doing better real soon. An artist doesn't deserve this, even if they say all artists are mad.
TheHoodBox
~thehoodbox
OP
thank you. yea, we all have some darkness in us but some ppl just get more of the darkness or are even made in it (like meh)
xxElectroScottxxx
~xxelectroscottxxx
I've dealt with suicidal thoughts before. And low mental health, but I realise that things change in the future. It will get better, I promise, and you're not alone. Sorry for what's happening, but it will change.
TheHoodBox
~thehoodbox
OP
thank you for the support and commenting... I really do hope that things change..
