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Gaining things, and losing things
9 years ago
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For a while now I have noticed that certain things I used to do well are slipping away, while others are growing in strength. Hopefully this is nothing major and will come to pass as one of those odd times in life. Who knows. Maybe it's just the after effects of where I nearly died back in 2013 finally coming to cause trouble, or something else entirely. Whatever this strange sequence may turn out to be I hope I'm able to come through it as all those times in the past. Especially for the ones I'm closest to. The pain is hard to bare against the thought of leaving them behind in a world that doesn't seem to understand itself anymore. Perhaps that's what this entire situation is being caused by. The confusion of the world leaking its way into my subconscious mind? Seems a bit far fetched but strangeness is the way I like to live.
In brighter news I changed my major at college and was able to shorten how long I will be pushing for my major there. Two years remain ahead of me in the confusing, stressful world of college. At least I'll be able to say I graduated from a university. The only one before me in my family to graduate from anywhere now uses her degree to teach at a local school where I live. With my degree I will be able to recover a lot of what has been lost (that's the hope anyway). My job is going decent, and I have basically no debt, but at the cost of, well, less time for art and stories to be worked on. I do these things so I can live the life I've always dreamed of having. With all the paths I could have taken, I am glad the one I chose to take has gone this way. Even with all the dark times that nearly claimed me along the way.
With that all said and out of the way, I want to thank everyone for continuing to even give me a single glance. Comments are loved, but a single look tells me that someone out there thought what I was doing was interesting at all. Now, to get back to learning how to make things with interest and a pull to the viewer and reader. If you want to send me a hug or anything, I can be found on telegram these days SporeFox or on Discord as sporefox#3480
Farewell for now; all you fun, crazy, fuzzy, scaly, feathery, hug-able creatures we call this fandom. And never stop being yourselves.
S.Fox
In brighter news I changed my major at college and was able to shorten how long I will be pushing for my major there. Two years remain ahead of me in the confusing, stressful world of college. At least I'll be able to say I graduated from a university. The only one before me in my family to graduate from anywhere now uses her degree to teach at a local school where I live. With my degree I will be able to recover a lot of what has been lost (that's the hope anyway). My job is going decent, and I have basically no debt, but at the cost of, well, less time for art and stories to be worked on. I do these things so I can live the life I've always dreamed of having. With all the paths I could have taken, I am glad the one I chose to take has gone this way. Even with all the dark times that nearly claimed me along the way.
With that all said and out of the way, I want to thank everyone for continuing to even give me a single glance. Comments are loved, but a single look tells me that someone out there thought what I was doing was interesting at all. Now, to get back to learning how to make things with interest and a pull to the viewer and reader. If you want to send me a hug or anything, I can be found on telegram these days SporeFox or on Discord as sporefox#3480
Farewell for now; all you fun, crazy, fuzzy, scaly, feathery, hug-able creatures we call this fandom. And never stop being yourselves.
S.Fox
Diesel_W0lf
~dieselw0lf
still have me hun
