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Yeah, I'm still alive...
19 years ago
Just a quick note to say that I'm weathering through. Been spending alot of time talking to my son, which has been great. I'm proud to say that I've rediscovered the telephone!
It wasn't until I faced fear straight-on that I realized there was nothing to be afraid of.
What's shitty is that I haven't heard a f'kin word from Eben since he left. No email, no call, nothing. That...Upsets...Me. But my mood is so stable from the Trileptol that somehow I think I'll survive ;P
Bah, I should have known better from the start, but trusting naivity always tends to win with me...Never again.
I can look myself in the mirror every day and say that I've never ended a marriage because my spouse pawned an MP3 player or does a few extra-curricular substances on occassion. So I guess I'm okay with that.
If I'm not enough alone to make him stay, then in all honesty...I DON'T need him.
Time heals all wounds but acceptance is the novacaine that numbs you until you forget.
It wasn't until I faced fear straight-on that I realized there was nothing to be afraid of.
What's shitty is that I haven't heard a f'kin word from Eben since he left. No email, no call, nothing. That...Upsets...Me. But my mood is so stable from the Trileptol that somehow I think I'll survive ;P
Bah, I should have known better from the start, but trusting naivity always tends to win with me...Never again.
I can look myself in the mirror every day and say that I've never ended a marriage because my spouse pawned an MP3 player or does a few extra-curricular substances on occassion. So I guess I'm okay with that.
If I'm not enough alone to make him stay, then in all honesty...I DON'T need him.
Time heals all wounds but acceptance is the novacaine that numbs you until you forget.
still, i feel terrible to hear that your marriage breaks apart, sitting here, unable to help... unable to offer more than an open ear.
as for something not all too different... in hopes to cheer you up i made a picture as kinda gift-art. i sent you the link, but apparently it got lost in the flurry of things. if you have a mind for it, please at least comment on it, or tell me to leave you alone with my crappy art; i will survive it. i can't please everyone, one thing i had to learn over the years....
here we go:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/343594/