I'm alive, updates, uploads, etc...
9 years ago
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Eyyyyyy
Long time no see haha.
So first off, I will be uploading the last two pieces of art I remember doing (both were commissions). IF I DID SOMETHING FOR YOU (commission/trade/gift/whatever) AND I HAVEN'T UPLOADED IT AND YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO, PLEASE REMIND ME!!! Literally the last time I did art was like...6+ months ago, my memory ain't that great haha.
Second, the updates. I will section this out into what pertains to you, and personal stuff that you definitely don't have to read unless you want to haha.
What pertains to you:
I am trying to get back into art a bit (obviously). I'm going to upload here for sure, and potentially keep my dA up to date too. I would like to branch out of furry art only a bit. In doing that, I have accepted ONE commission from a friend so I could afford to get Picarto premium for a month and do some free art streams (they have a cool raffle feature that will make it SO much easier on me). So keep a look out for that! Once I feel more comfortable in my abilities again, I will probably start taking commissions again on a one by one basis :3
That's pretty much it for that portion I guess haha.
Personal:
Sigh...where do I even begin haha. I'm really really bad at keeping up with people on a one-on-one basis. I can't hold a convo to save my life...but anyway my fb is still semi open if you would like to friend me there, where I am the most active (it is Moka Sampson, if I don't accept your request right away it might mean I don't recognize you. Shoot me a message and let me know you're from FA and I'll probably accept).
A few months ago I went through another break up...it's a long story that I won't really get into, but I haven't entirely coped yet.
I'm coming up on a year with my current job, and a LOT of crap is going down there that has made my future there semi uncertain. Everyone is freaking out, which is making it more stressful than in needs to be, we just don't have enough info yet to know if we need to freak out. Anyway, I'm not jeopardizing a job I love over some sort of unpleasant and uncertain news for the company.
I'm also STILL stuck in my parent's basement (which is such a huge source of shame for me...). Still trying to pay down my debts so I can get a place of my own. I have minimal rent here so I would like to try and avoid paying more rent during this time I am working to get myself into a mortgage and OWN a house. I'm getting close, but it still just seems so far away sometimes. Plus, even if I was adamant about moving out (which sometimes I am...I would love to just have a little one bedroom apartment to myself tbh), I have 3 pets (1 shiba, 2 cats) and nowhere affordable will accept more than 2 and I am NOT leaving them behind again. My parents are pretty cool and not really pressuring me, I'm just gonna be 25 in less than a month and I hate the fact that I don't even have my life together enough to be living on my own. I relied too much on my first relationship when I first moved out, and it's kinda messed up my plans for a while (hence moving back).
To compound all this, I'm FINALLY getting my car fixed after over a year of twiddling my thumbs while my dad attempted to help...but it's gonna cost anywhere from $1600-2200. I have the money saved, so that's not really the issue, but it kinda sucks I have to drain my savings for this since I can't afford a new car, and I'll be without my car for around a week they said, which sucks since I have to go to work and crap haha. It's just more stress compounding on the stress I already have.
Anywho. I think that's probably it...at least the major stuff. It's hard to remember the last things I really talked about on here XP
I still love you guys so much and I appreciate more than I can put into words the support you have given me over the years I have been on this site <3
Long time no see haha.
So first off, I will be uploading the last two pieces of art I remember doing (both were commissions). IF I DID SOMETHING FOR YOU (commission/trade/gift/whatever) AND I HAVEN'T UPLOADED IT AND YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO, PLEASE REMIND ME!!! Literally the last time I did art was like...6+ months ago, my memory ain't that great haha.
Second, the updates. I will section this out into what pertains to you, and personal stuff that you definitely don't have to read unless you want to haha.
What pertains to you:
I am trying to get back into art a bit (obviously). I'm going to upload here for sure, and potentially keep my dA up to date too. I would like to branch out of furry art only a bit. In doing that, I have accepted ONE commission from a friend so I could afford to get Picarto premium for a month and do some free art streams (they have a cool raffle feature that will make it SO much easier on me). So keep a look out for that! Once I feel more comfortable in my abilities again, I will probably start taking commissions again on a one by one basis :3
That's pretty much it for that portion I guess haha.
Personal:
Sigh...where do I even begin haha. I'm really really bad at keeping up with people on a one-on-one basis. I can't hold a convo to save my life...but anyway my fb is still semi open if you would like to friend me there, where I am the most active (it is Moka Sampson, if I don't accept your request right away it might mean I don't recognize you. Shoot me a message and let me know you're from FA and I'll probably accept).
A few months ago I went through another break up...it's a long story that I won't really get into, but I haven't entirely coped yet.
I'm coming up on a year with my current job, and a LOT of crap is going down there that has made my future there semi uncertain. Everyone is freaking out, which is making it more stressful than in needs to be, we just don't have enough info yet to know if we need to freak out. Anyway, I'm not jeopardizing a job I love over some sort of unpleasant and uncertain news for the company.
I'm also STILL stuck in my parent's basement (which is such a huge source of shame for me...). Still trying to pay down my debts so I can get a place of my own. I have minimal rent here so I would like to try and avoid paying more rent during this time I am working to get myself into a mortgage and OWN a house. I'm getting close, but it still just seems so far away sometimes. Plus, even if I was adamant about moving out (which sometimes I am...I would love to just have a little one bedroom apartment to myself tbh), I have 3 pets (1 shiba, 2 cats) and nowhere affordable will accept more than 2 and I am NOT leaving them behind again. My parents are pretty cool and not really pressuring me, I'm just gonna be 25 in less than a month and I hate the fact that I don't even have my life together enough to be living on my own. I relied too much on my first relationship when I first moved out, and it's kinda messed up my plans for a while (hence moving back).
To compound all this, I'm FINALLY getting my car fixed after over a year of twiddling my thumbs while my dad attempted to help...but it's gonna cost anywhere from $1600-2200. I have the money saved, so that's not really the issue, but it kinda sucks I have to drain my savings for this since I can't afford a new car, and I'll be without my car for around a week they said, which sucks since I have to go to work and crap haha. It's just more stress compounding on the stress I already have.
Anywho. I think that's probably it...at least the major stuff. It's hard to remember the last things I really talked about on here XP
I still love you guys so much and I appreciate more than I can put into words the support you have given me over the years I have been on this site <3
I am sorry for what happened.. if you need a friend to talk to I am here
*hugs*