I will not leave the fandom while like this. I WILL however be taking a week long break to look at this from a different perspective. I thank you all for dealing with my fucked up emotions right now. I need to gather them and put them into perspective. So for a week I will be on and off SL and FA. But activity with be minimal. I will NOT be leaving the fandom. Again. Sorry for the stir. I just need to collect myself and put my emotions into a consolidated lot. I have lost friends yes. But I have MANY others willing to support me. Fuck those I have lost. I dont need them and they dont need me. ^_^ Wow.. JUMBLE of emotions in me right now.. All of you who are supporting me at this moment I thank you ALL