I just wanted to make a quick journal to update you guys on what's been happening. My mother's eye surgery went well for her left eye over her right eye is now completely filled with blood and she cannot see out of it. We're currently waiting for about 2 to 3 weeks to see if the blood starts to get absorbed by her body however if it doesn't we may have to go in for yet another surgery I'll know more after the 1st of September but as it stands I may be down here for yet another month even after September rolls around I have no idea. The upshot of all this is I'm running on fumes money-wise haven't been able to get online for anything and basically been rather depressed and down a lot lately and missing a lot of things for my hometown and just been dwelling on a lot of issues lately. Not much I can really do what money I do have is going into presents for Joe's birthday and for paying for stuff for my mother when she needs it just really tired of things at the moment I have been feeling kind of depressed is a lot at night so been trying to keep my mind off things