Kind of disappearing for a while I guess.
9 years ago
Already got a couple questions about why I haven't/might not be drawing as much so it would probably be better to answer that with a journal instead of responding to every question individually.
Basically put, I simply don't have any motivation for creativity any more. Most of my inspiration would come from interacting with friends, either as direct ideas, or just getting me in a good mood to work, but lately most of the people who had been able to do that for me have just kind of disappeared.
I've tried making new friends around here by posting my contact info publicly for people to add, and tried asking a few people I was interested in myself... except very few people actually seem interested in talking to me, and most just seem to like free stuff. Then the people I have been interested in seem to judge me based on the stuff I draw as opposed to who I am, which is pretty irritating in general.
So, I just don't even feel the urge to draw any more. Maybe I'll do something every now and then if I happen to get some random inspiration from like a dream or something, but honestly I just wouldn't count on much showing up for a while.
Basically put, I simply don't have any motivation for creativity any more. Most of my inspiration would come from interacting with friends, either as direct ideas, or just getting me in a good mood to work, but lately most of the people who had been able to do that for me have just kind of disappeared.
I've tried making new friends around here by posting my contact info publicly for people to add, and tried asking a few people I was interested in myself... except very few people actually seem interested in talking to me, and most just seem to like free stuff. Then the people I have been interested in seem to judge me based on the stuff I draw as opposed to who I am, which is pretty irritating in general.
So, I just don't even feel the urge to draw any more. Maybe I'll do something every now and then if I happen to get some random inspiration from like a dream or something, but honestly I just wouldn't count on much showing up for a while.
I am interested in talking to you on a daily basis and I've tried to but it was only me starting the chat and asside from you telling me how miserable everything is, I never got much out of you.
Now of course things can be bad from a day to day, but other then my attempts you never tried contacting me.
I don't want to pubilcly chastise you for the lack of contact and such, I mean for all I know you might just not like to talk to me.
But if you're really in need of a chat or two, you know where to find me.
I'd have to agree with Char there, communication is a two way street.
I've sent you a couple messages (Notes, comments, and DA) but it's like as if you try to brush me off - but i don't think that was intentional.
I'm happily up for a chat if you want to, just send me a note!! :)
I'm usually on Telegram more than on this FA (This is my secondary account) so if you have that, even better!! :D
telegram is squeakyflames if you are interested.
I'd love to talk to you more I just didn't want to intrude or be pushy.
Would love to talk some time
Do well, alright?
You can add me on steam if you want to do some co-op or talk, I'd add you but the link isn't working.
Typical games played: Team Fortress 2, Command and Conquer, STALKER, DEFCON, Might and Magic, DOOM, Left 4 Dead, Stronghold, Supreme Commander, Unturned,
Minecraft, Old School Runescape, Dead Frontier, and World of Tanks.
if you are not even in the same time zone its rather difficult to cummunicate...
europe... you get from work when we go to bed?