so, recently I've been on a watching binge, some for reasons not needing to be known, others are more for comic relief to my boring life. Though I also know I need to do a lot more with my page, this is really all I can do, mainly because I am not very good at art ( traditional ) and that i don't have any special programs for art at all. I have no skills with it, or really any format systems like music makers or flash, what so be it... I also tend to be reclusive, and not say much, and to the people, and or person who liked literally the only thing I made, thanks. Right now I just don't really know what to do, because of the issues going on right now with finances and not having a job, which fucking sucks, I really don't have much I can do. So, I am kinda wondering, if anyone sees this at all, what should I do? I am lost and I see everything and it's like I feel like, a small, microscopic spec on the face of the sun. I don't mean to be depressing. I feel camping may help with some kind of mental block I have, but I'm not entirely sure of what to really do...