Am I unspeakable to...?
9 years ago
Baaaaa~
Whether it be on Skype, Kik, or anywhere else, I find myself most of the time having to start conversations with people and then having the conversation end short even when I send a message that has something the person can respond back to. Do I scare people? Am I too weird? Are they just shy? Do I annoy people when I message them? I don't know. I especially feel like I weirder out one of my closest friends from long ago. We used to talk everyday about so many things nonstop but now we super rarely do at all. Is it because I've changed too much for them? I don't even feel like they are the same person that I used to know anymore, either. I probably sound selfish writing all this down, but I just feel like I needed to get this off my chest. I miss the person that used to talk to so much back then and even now when we talk, they don't always respond back even when I send something worth responding to, thus ending my chance to speak and have fun with them. Do people just talk to me because they don't want me to feel alone? I don't know anymore. Maybe I'm just over thinking this, but I can't help it...
Things have been so chaotic and busy around here, I haven't had a lot of time to talk to much people.
Since its 1 in the morning, I will need to see ya tomorrow after my DnD game. I missed ya! *hugs tight*
I'm just more inclined to let them speak to me first, because I'm just a more reclusive person in general. You probably just meet a lot of naturally reclusive people; a lot of people online are.