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Pokemon Trainer (Fursuit Handler)
9 years ago
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Follow me on Amino and here's the link: http://aminoapps.com/page/furry-ami.....ruzo-dragonius
There are things that have been bothering me. No this is not about this artwork I so badly wanted done for me. As a matter of fact I had it done by a very nice person who I commissioned and it turned out amazing because of the effort Mikey (aka 
IvoryPocky) had made. I am in love with that art and adore it.
But there is something else is bothering me. And I get all grumpy if I spend longer then a month out of suit. I get into moods, stress and depression if I remain human for longer than a month. I tend to feel to become something that I hate about the furry and also the cosplay fandoms. A drama douche. I like all of you don't like that kind of crap in this community even though we all result to no choice that it exist in all cultures.
The last time I been in a fursuit is the time I filmed myself doing the running man challenge in Umbreon as part of the 50 subscriber milestone I have for my most active YouTube channel. That is like a fucking month plus. It's near the end of August which is thus the end of winter in Australia and I have not been in Umbreon simply because I have not been given the appropriate time nor reason to do so. That is why I'm too focused on building my own my sona suit because I want to put my mind on other things I really want done on the positives in place of this fursuit angst. Because the sooner I get Bruzo completed, the sooner I can make future v-logs as him on YouTube as a way of entertaining my subscribers at least and spend time in a fursuit. Especially the suit that I had put my own heart and soul into.
And now the matter at hand. As that it's for sure and official that I will be going to EB Expo hopefully and be as a Pokémon with my anti fur brother and his boyfriend. As an additional suiting excursion for me to FurJam in the week before. I paid for all 3 tickets to EB expo. I going there as mainly a fursuit outing for me as well as checking out the up and coming video games where the other 2 are only for gaming. I'm happy for once that my baby brother permitted me top suit around him in at least in travel to the convention but the dog (not intending to use fur puns but it's the way I sometimes speak normally) move is that he will not do me a favour and act as my trainer just for this day nor be around him is a fursuiter.
And the thing is that a. if I had to carry a heavy bag on my shoulders that heavy, the fur would stretch and easily get ripped so hopefully I can leave home wearing umbreon for EB Expo and b. I need to be with him as I lost my phone and I need to have know where he is encase I need to meet him. I don't want to force him stop doing the things his interested in doing as I want him to enjoy his time so he would help me doing the things I personally enjoy doing. But I do not want to loose enjoyment by not allowed to do things I so love doing. Because that causes drama for both myself and my brother and I hate that to happen with passion. I want to go to cons as a resort to the things I enjoy doing. That's it. Not to cater for a dress code a person is forcing onto me to satisfy their preferences. It's bad enough that 1. I not often get to go public suiting as I do not have a willing handler to help me out so please my fellow suiters, don't say your handlers bailed out on you at the time you need them the most and then tell me that you are going to a furry convention following that in the same piece. Because I will end up commenting and say at least your have or had someone willing to be your handler where I personally had no choice to solo suit.
Bad enough I never get to go to a Rugby league game or any sporting event in suit or out in public. It's nothing personal to any of you.
As is despite that other thing I did which is bad and potentially dishing out repercussions to me doing so. I don't want to talk about because it's irrelevant to what I'm writing about, I'm so looking forward to EB Expo and FurJam.
IvoryPocky) had made. I am in love with that art and adore it. But there is something else is bothering me. And I get all grumpy if I spend longer then a month out of suit. I get into moods, stress and depression if I remain human for longer than a month. I tend to feel to become something that I hate about the furry and also the cosplay fandoms. A drama douche. I like all of you don't like that kind of crap in this community even though we all result to no choice that it exist in all cultures.
The last time I been in a fursuit is the time I filmed myself doing the running man challenge in Umbreon as part of the 50 subscriber milestone I have for my most active YouTube channel. That is like a fucking month plus. It's near the end of August which is thus the end of winter in Australia and I have not been in Umbreon simply because I have not been given the appropriate time nor reason to do so. That is why I'm too focused on building my own my sona suit because I want to put my mind on other things I really want done on the positives in place of this fursuit angst. Because the sooner I get Bruzo completed, the sooner I can make future v-logs as him on YouTube as a way of entertaining my subscribers at least and spend time in a fursuit. Especially the suit that I had put my own heart and soul into.
And now the matter at hand. As that it's for sure and official that I will be going to EB Expo hopefully and be as a Pokémon with my anti fur brother and his boyfriend. As an additional suiting excursion for me to FurJam in the week before. I paid for all 3 tickets to EB expo. I going there as mainly a fursuit outing for me as well as checking out the up and coming video games where the other 2 are only for gaming. I'm happy for once that my baby brother permitted me top suit around him in at least in travel to the convention but the dog (not intending to use fur puns but it's the way I sometimes speak normally) move is that he will not do me a favour and act as my trainer just for this day nor be around him is a fursuiter.
And the thing is that a. if I had to carry a heavy bag on my shoulders that heavy, the fur would stretch and easily get ripped so hopefully I can leave home wearing umbreon for EB Expo and b. I need to be with him as I lost my phone and I need to have know where he is encase I need to meet him. I don't want to force him stop doing the things his interested in doing as I want him to enjoy his time so he would help me doing the things I personally enjoy doing. But I do not want to loose enjoyment by not allowed to do things I so love doing. Because that causes drama for both myself and my brother and I hate that to happen with passion. I want to go to cons as a resort to the things I enjoy doing. That's it. Not to cater for a dress code a person is forcing onto me to satisfy their preferences. It's bad enough that 1. I not often get to go public suiting as I do not have a willing handler to help me out so please my fellow suiters, don't say your handlers bailed out on you at the time you need them the most and then tell me that you are going to a furry convention following that in the same piece. Because I will end up commenting and say at least your have or had someone willing to be your handler where I personally had no choice to solo suit.
Bad enough I never get to go to a Rugby league game or any sporting event in suit or out in public. It's nothing personal to any of you.
As is despite that other thing I did which is bad and potentially dishing out repercussions to me doing so. I don't want to talk about because it's irrelevant to what I'm writing about, I'm so looking forward to EB Expo and FurJam.
