So I deal with depression plus Asperger I was diagnosed with Asperger when a was around 6. Iv been bullied since then. When High school swung by the bullies got to the point where they actually punch me in my crouch and ruin stuff I owned my books my art stuff so on. Half way threw my 1st year I discovered furies. I did my digging and found out every thing I needed to and I fell in love with the fandom. I made my lion sona or Wolf v1 he had bugs just a basic cookie cutter lion. I didn't feel done so I made v1.5 and made him half dragon. Still wasn't done v2 Wolf dragon. Then V2.5 and what I kept right now Wolf the Timber wolf with discord like powers. Year passed and all I had of Wolf was my tail and I felt happy I still do I enjoy wearing it when I can then I start making video games I needed something new something I loved then well Wolf became the first and Red my 2nd fursona a panda with DNA from two arts I love here on FA datbadger and even if they don't draw I still love them as a fur the owner of Purgy Husky. I made her like me but more confident....I made my first paws for her the first few months of 2016. When I got really depressed I put them on and touch my face. It's like Red is touching me comforting me. I don't know why I try to escape the world so much but I think it has to do with the hate and mistreatment everyone gives in the world.

Sorry for ever reads this...I just have to vent sometimes and I go on another web site to do that but....I was talking about one of the happiest moment in my life. Joining the Fandom I want to go to the cons and feel happy I watch what I can from the furs who post videos and I go to Pride where I live I do my best to hug every lasts one of them just to get me threw the the year fur hugs make me feel better like I matter that I'm not...a freak like iv been treated most my life....good night people hugs to all of you. May they make you smile.