So after events that I been through around depression, pain, money spend from car crash, college as I need new upgrade for art. So here some news.

First at all, after I had question one of my Art teacher and asked me why I draw different kinds of drawings that isn't furry related since I been looking around fandoms other than furry fandom like Homestuck, oncer, Whovians and other such, I been asked that "Am I'm just a furry?" well after all since through becoming gay men interest. My friend told me that I'm not just furry and Gay after all because I was born Straight after all and if I were born gay, then I would been more into gay men alot more like,,, I wouldn't have drawn my cartoon characters like Henry (DraggyStar) he wouldn't be born, I would have been drawing lot of men with much sexual style which I still wanting to draw more sexual drawings for my future commission. Somehow genetic, and the hormones was thing happen to me as i think about it since my well trustful friend talk about to me personally. So yeah, even I love having boobs while as male, I'm bi then. But I feel like I'm still straight in real life. Still.. I still love some men on drawings and homo RP, so no worries homos, I still got homo trait as I think about it.

In the NEWS, and no I'm not acting keemstar and I had enough seeing too many drama on youtube that kinda went worst as FA like the time when Dragoneer try to help the site up, enough of that. I'm official single now, please do not ask what happen and it's personally reason. I will also reject those who want to date me for no reason because I don't want to date anyone till something make me feels change my mind from my heart.

I been through shit more through drama, and now this about paying amount of money from medical bills, house rent along with phone bills, and finally college bill as there not enough and we spended on math book and math class is going to be shit time for me and if I don't take it perfectly I end up going to take another math class and shit goes down while math class gets harder and harder on each college season if I don't get this in a right grade I may wont be able take good art related class, I may also stay longer on college and by night time, I may also look for someone who can remind me math questions that I need to remember around before math test happen. Boy I'm very disappointed that they took out my figure class plan and that class would have help me on body muscles so I can do better commission for porno drawings for you guys. But don't get too crazy by supporting me since I feel I don't earn around and sometimes I feel guilty of things and feel guilty for someone. I still need money to pay off college class bills after all.

Finally,there ALOT of sketch from 3DS and I really don't want to work these sketches to finish them off on my 3DS, I want to move on and I can't stay on 3DS colors live work forever, I may also want to find SAI artist users who could teach me more on SAI on layers, shading, magic pen, and other such. I will also take those sketch from 3DS to SAI paint and hopely turn them into real drawings. I hope I could get some help around even reminding me math as well.

That's all i got for the news for you guys and i am pretty not feeling right around online, wanting play time more, and I feel like I need help as always.

Thank you for reading everyone and hopely.. the future...