I've been a virgin for all my life and I've been trying to get laid for over 20 damn years. either women did not want me because I was a fat white nerdy chris chan stereotype or my christian conservative parents gave me a hard time when it come to wanting to fuck not matter how hard I tried to sneak it. I'm getting tired trying to buy sex both RL and Second Life. It's depressing because I will be a virgin till death or till I'm too old knowing I missed out on at least some knowledge of it and not knowing if it is really worth anything. It's been depressing for the last 8 years for attempting to get laid. the article I read is I GOT TO BE SKINNY I GOT TO HAVE A JOB I GOT TO BE CONFIDENT AND NEVER CHASE AFTER WOMEN THAT ONLY LOOK ATTRACTIVE. which all pisses me off because other than skinny I am not able to get a job with legal issues with my family and I rarely have confidence and I never judge women by there looks. I'm SUPPOSE TO BE ALL BLACK PRINCE CHARMING to there Majesty? I DON'T want o womanize anymore that's bullshit. I don't want to lie to women I love them and use them that will lead to SHIT TON OF ISSUES. it's aggravating and just want a HONEST FUCK. no ties or having to be "black" or "good looking".

I'm about to this point drop porn and other maters just focus on cute things. sexual stuff is just pissing me off.