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16 years ago
General
Xadera is a single character that I can say is closer to "me" and I can identify more with, something that others can look at and have a better idea of who I am. She may be overly complicated, but all my creations are XD So that's kinda a reflection of me, for better or for worse. And a lot of her is very sexual/perverted. I enjoy being perverted because it's fun and makes me happy, so I like to focus on it to counter all the sadness ^^;
Xadera has two forms, a child form and an adult form. On a normal basis, she's in her child form. When significantly aroused, she'll quite literally mature, growing into a rather well endowed adult ;3 Partially this helps to not make it so wierd when associating Xadera with sexual stuff and also because I like the idea of a loli suddenly "filling out" X3 Plus, like I said, I'm an adult when I need to be ^^
Child (normal) form
Personality
Xadera loves to be near water, in either child or adult form. She will swim for hours on end every day and relax in the tranquility of nature. She will curl up under a tree and rest her eyes, or play with the butterflies amidst the lush vegetation that tends to flourish around clean water. She is probably like a nymph in this aspect, practically tied to the water itself, preferring to stay in it rather than venture into some populated area.
However, this hermetic lifestyle also leaves Xadera rather lonely. While in her child form, inside she's somewhat melancholic and quite shy. Not that she'll let it show all that much. She'll put on a happy face and try to be cheery all the time. Sadness resonates between people, and she wouldn't want to make others sad. Occasionally, she'll even summon up the courage to actually approach someone, even if she might act a little awkward in doing so. She's smart for a child, but it'll make her more goofy than suave when the shyness muddles the mixture.
Whatever the case may be, Xadera tries to be nice to everyone. It's easy to be mean, in a way, and it's just nice to be nice. She understands that people have many different aspects, and she accepts just about everyone. Though, she'll avoid drama for the mostpart. Drama isn't very pleasant...
Physical Description
Xadera's child form is about that of a 9-year-old, though that may not be her true age. At about 3'7", Xadera's fairly slender. She has three sets of breasts, with the top pair of nipples being puffy and barely even an A-cup. The other two sets are aligned below, with the lowest about even with her belly button. Her hair descends to the small of her back, and she has long, pointy ears, like how Cheezy drew Rael's (god I love those ears), except they are slightly limp and longer, such that if she were to put her arms out to her sides, the tips of the ears might scrape her elbows.
There's a sort of mane that travels down her spine under her hair, terminating just above her tail. It's fur, instead of hair, and is extremely soft, full, and light. She has similar fur on her chest in a triangle pointed into the cleavage of her top pair of breasts, as well as some in her pubic region instead of actual pubic hair.
She has a thin tail that begins at the top of her butt-cleavage (butt-cleavage is amusing XD) and is prehensile, reaching about a foot past her feet, ending in a sorta demonic-looking spade. The "spade" is supple and can curl onto itself parallel to the tail, tight enough to crush a pencil if need be. The underside of the spade is smooth and velvely to the touch. The outerside is still supple, but has a ribbed texture, which becomes extra pleasant when curled up and used for fun <3
Xadera's vulva, even in child form, is developed and can be pleasurable for penetration during sex, should she maintain her child form for some reason. However, it is always dripping wet with lubricant. This... causes some problems. Sometimes, on the small chance that she goes out, she will wear a diaper to keep from creating a mess and drawing unwanted attention. Otherwise, if she's not near water and does not wear a diaper, she might use some "toys" or other tricks to maintain her adult form, where she's usually not as wet.
She does not normally use the diaper for any sort urination or defication, just for the sole purpose of keeping her dry and not causing a scene. Since Xadera spends most of her time in water or the surrounding flora, there's no need to wear a diaper. But, when venturig into populated areas, creating puddles of slime wherever you stand causes undesirable stares and is rather humiliating. Wearing a diaper, while embarassing, is far less embarassing than that. And the diapers are normally well hidden underneath her cloths, though she'll still blush constantly at the crunching that probably only she notices.
There is occasionally some other uses for her diaper, on the other hand. As the slickness begins to build up, things start rubbing in a somewhat sensitive kind of way... Like sticking a pillow between your legs and humping slowly with each step, it can make her a little bit aroused. Not so much that she'll grow to adulthood, but enough to engorge her clitoris by several inches. At the same time, not enough to let her testicles descend or the clitoris to flare. More often than not, the procession will eventually climax into a gentle, quite hot, ejaculation for several minutes. Even through the intense embarassment doing so causes, she'll look a bit dorky as her lower bits begin swimming in her own, warm cum with her mind reeling in orgasm. Until the stuff starts seeping out the edges and down her legs, awakening her to her predicament such that she'll run off and hide...
There is a rather uncommon chance that she might actually urinate in her diaper. This is never intentional, but instead a sort of side-effect of staying in the water all the time where you can normally just let yourself go. When her lubricant builds up, it's reminiscent being in water, and things proceed accordingly... Once she catches on to what she's doing, however, she'll run off and hide, scolding herself...
Reference Picture (click here)
Adult (aroused) Form
Personality
When in her adult form, Xadera's shyness and meloncholy falls away to the bliss of arousal. She may even actively initiate some play with others. She's so horny, logic and reason tend to disintegrate to lust and attraction. She'll especially swoon when something appeals to her tastes.
Despite her hyper-sexual behavior, adult-Xadera is very loving and is rather motherly in her affection. She'll give plenty of attention to those she is with. She is also quite the cuddler and loves to bond with others through the act of suckling. Almost like a mother and her child, adult-Xadera will wish for the best for those she cares for, even if it may not actually be beneficial for herself. Generosity is nice ^^
Though, unless she is treated likewise, she will revert back to her child form before she is done snuggling, and if she hasn't fallen asleep already, she will quickly become shy again and wholly embarassed, then quickly slinking away and hiding if possible. It can be rather awkward ^^;
Physical Description
As an adult, Xadera really fills out. About 6' high at most, her hips are much wider, her rear is nice and plump, and her top pair of breasts become massive. The second pair underneath are also large but tend to be overshadowed by the above pair, which they support. The final pair also supports the middle pair slightly, and are about equivalent to D-cups in size. All pairs will have very plump nipples and can lactate appropriately for their size, with the top pair practically gushing when triggered. When individually aroused, the nipples of her top pair can become several inches long and over an inch thick with their stiffness, the lower pairs doing the same relative to their size.
Xadera's ears become quite large, no longer able to hold themselves up and droop down to her hips, while still retaining a slender shape. Her hair doesn't grow much longer, descending only just past her shoulder blades. The fur remains the same length, if growing a bit more over the expanded surface area to maintain the similar markings. Her tail becomes much longer, reacher nearly 8', as well as growing slightly thicker overall, with the spade at the end probably doubling in size. With the greater length, she will tend to wrap it about her waist like a belt.
Her labia are significantly plumper, with the inner labia decorating the outer with a pink frill around the ripe slit. She is no longer as wet, with most of her juices keeping her sex nice and slick without wasting a drop. Her vagina is also quite muscular, akin to a dolphin's in that the muscle control allows her to really contract her vagina or even perform a sort of 'sucking' action. Whatever action it performs usually shifts with the intensity of intercourse, though she can do certain things at will if she tries.
And since Xadera is most often aroused in this state, she will be sporting a little something extra. Through a series of change, her clitoris will protrude well from her hood. If you know of Linty's Lamedh story, the way he drew the main character's clit just before pulling back the foreskin is a good example of what it looks like. It will keep growing longer, sometimes reaching two feet in length when especially aroused. At the base of the clitoris, just past the hood, a bulb will form, much like a canine knot. When the knot appears, usually large testicles will descend from her abdomen, into a stretchier portion of the anterior labia minora, creating a sac. The ball-sac can resemble much like a horse's in terms of size, shape, and thus will tend to bounce between her thighs. And just before ejaculation, the tip of the clitoris will literally crack open and blossom like a sort of flower before erupting with a tremendous amount of semen. The flaring glans may be more difficult to remove, but is still quite supple and may bend enough to wedge its way out in some cases. At this point, the clitoris looks much akin to a flower's stigma, even though it's of the opposite gender. In terms of the cum itself, Xadera will continue to ejaculate for several minutes, similar to how a boar ejaculates except with stages that are much different. I haven't quite determined how, yet, but I'm sure it'll be nice and messy ;3 The clitoris can ejaculate without flaring, should she not be aroused enough or some other issue (often as a child), in which case a tiny hole will crack through the tip and begin spraying. The stream is aptly thinner, causing the distance of ejaculation to increase proportionally.
Reference Picture (click here)
And here's another nice one ^^
Transformation
The transformation between the two forms in a normal case follows after becoming significantly aroused in her child form. First, her vulva will begin to plump. This is often quite big compared to her child-form, and will cause her bikini's, panties, and occasionally even diapers to "ride up". Usually, this serves as a warning for her to strip or change to a stretchier outfit, or else tear what she's wearing to shreds. Her clitoris will swell out of it's hood as her breasts fill out, growing taller with her tail hovering in the air for room as it gets longer. Her ears also follow behind until she finally makes up her adult form.
Cycles
The above transformation is only in the case of a normal day, outside of her cycles, without any variation in weather. The latter portion is due to her closeness with nature, and so a change in weather can cause a hormonal imbalance. The changes from such an imbalance can vary greatly, such as her breasts growing while still in her child form or still acting like a child while in her adult form. There's also some foods that may cause some reactions, though they aren't as common. Otherwise, she has two, monthly cycles, a sort of "estrus" period and a sort of "anestrus" period.
During estrus, or in heat, her child form will often find itself with aspects of her adult form. She will often be aroused, but only the higher degrees of arousal will actually trigger a full transformation, sometimes leaving her in her child form while running around with a 2-foot long erection and testicles bouncing against a heavily engorged, still dripping vulva, looking for some relief, or some other unfortunate proportions/circumstances. When her heat peaks, she will remain in her adult form for nearly a day straight. Occasionally this peak goes a little overboard and she can be stranded in a lone spot with tits too big to move and too far out of reach to milk to regain her movement or balls so large that she will ejaculate for a couple of hours straight.
During anestrus, Xader is rarely aroused, thus maintaining her child form for the mostpart. If she does happen to get aroused, her adult form will often retain some of the child-form aspects. Also, anestrus is the cause for her monthly haircuts. During anestrus, both hair and fur grow surprisingly long. Often by the end of anestrus, she'll have trouble tripping over the hair from her head, half her breasts would be covered in the sliky-soft locks on her chest, she'll have entwined her mane about her tail, and have braided her pubic fur down to her knees. Afterwards, she'll shave/trim it herself and puts the soft fur to use. Like making her own clothes, for instance ;3 The stuff is very comfortable and feels great against the skin.
She also has a yearly cycle of egg-production, a sort of replacement for menstration that doesn't happen during her other cycles. This will result in a pregnant-esque belly in either form (looking disproportionally large in her child form) and end after about 2 weeks with a day of laying rather large, hard-shelled eggs, numbering around a dozen (one for each month, give or take a few). Usually the laying itself will get her aroused enough to be in her adult form for most of the process, and if not she might be a little sore afterwards. However, these eggs are not fertile unless she has had sex within the week beforehand. Otherwise, she can get pregnant normally but is mostly receptive during estrus. Don't ask me how the children from the oviposition differ from normal birth, I don't know XD
Cycle Examples (click here)
A couple of extra notes:
Does Xadera wear clothes?
Yes, yes she does, even though I'm too bad at it to actually draw her that way XD Xadera is quite self-conscious and will wear clothes if there's even the slightest chance she will be seen by others. She does have a few private water-holes she can freely skinny-dip in, but otherwise she has an assortment of bathing suits like one would have an assortment of normal clothes. They're store-bought and many are extra-stretchy to accomodate her transformation, though many kid-sized brands don't quite keep up ^^; She also buys a few pairs of hip-hugging denim jeans and some other sexy things for her adult form and she can survive in just an adult shirt as a child. Otherwise, she's makes stuff out of her own fur/hair. It's not as gross as that may sound, because it's similar to a sheep's wool or a worm's silk in it's usability. Laziness has been the reason to some rather fuzzy looking clothes, though XD She tends to stay away from panties in her child form, for obvious reasons ^^; But if someone else decided to dress her up in some... well, Xadera won't fight back ;P
Why so much about diapers?
Because I wanted to make it clear that Xadera doesn't wear them for the infantilism or scat aspects. To me, diapers are interesting in much the same way as latex or leather or other clothes. They give the image of a large butt and wide hips. They are also a good way of hiding sexual exploits in public while serving as a reminder of what you're doing, as well as comfort that you won't be caught. And as for the small bit of urination... What can I say? The desparation and humiliation aspects of watersports kinda intrigues me ^^; It's the dirty-ness that kinda keeps me from really liking it...
What to stay away from with her?
I really, really don't like scat. I can handle it, and I don't mind if others like it, but I don't want to be involved with it, it's too dirty. That also applies to anal. As a wise lady once said "But that's where I poop from!" or something >. > Gore is similar. While an amputee or some scarring might be cute (in a non-sexual way), the actual act disturbs me... Owwww. Not that some torture is bad, like some spanking and whatnot. Just don't get too bloody or painful ;)
DnD-wise
Xadera is pretty much Chaotic Neutral, if you wanted to give her an alignment. I love my CN characters ^^ And Xadera is kinda reminiscent of my most favorite character, one whom I had felt quite the connection to, which was a Druid. I find comfort in trees and water and animals and stuffs =3
What is Xadera?
I know, I know, most fursonas are usually a single animal or a hybrid of a few animals. But, I like sooo many animals, I just couldn't decide. And I didn't want to be completely fuzzy, because the feel of some nice, supple skin is ~<3 If you really wanted to categorize her, she'd be a... sheep, dog, dolphin, rabbit, pig, cow, egg-laying something, demon, plant, futa, horse - girl.... or something XD If you want, you can just give her a generic label of 'Fey'.
Why the child form?
Even though I'm now 23, I still think of myself as a kid rather than an adult. In fact, I don't ever want to be an adult except when I need to be for someone else, because everything feels 'new' and interesting to a child, and there's a sort of innocence. Being an adult means cementing yourself in a set way of thinking, something I hope I never do.
Why 9-years-old, specifically?
Because that was the age when I had my first crush ^^; And the crush never had a 'reality check' about how bad that relationship would have been, because the person moved away before I learned anything bad about them XD So I still kinda have the crush, actually >. >
Xadera has two forms, a child form and an adult form. On a normal basis, she's in her child form. When significantly aroused, she'll quite literally mature, growing into a rather well endowed adult ;3 Partially this helps to not make it so wierd when associating Xadera with sexual stuff and also because I like the idea of a loli suddenly "filling out" X3 Plus, like I said, I'm an adult when I need to be ^^
Child (normal) form
Personality
Xadera loves to be near water, in either child or adult form. She will swim for hours on end every day and relax in the tranquility of nature. She will curl up under a tree and rest her eyes, or play with the butterflies amidst the lush vegetation that tends to flourish around clean water. She is probably like a nymph in this aspect, practically tied to the water itself, preferring to stay in it rather than venture into some populated area.
However, this hermetic lifestyle also leaves Xadera rather lonely. While in her child form, inside she's somewhat melancholic and quite shy. Not that she'll let it show all that much. She'll put on a happy face and try to be cheery all the time. Sadness resonates between people, and she wouldn't want to make others sad. Occasionally, she'll even summon up the courage to actually approach someone, even if she might act a little awkward in doing so. She's smart for a child, but it'll make her more goofy than suave when the shyness muddles the mixture.
Whatever the case may be, Xadera tries to be nice to everyone. It's easy to be mean, in a way, and it's just nice to be nice. She understands that people have many different aspects, and she accepts just about everyone. Though, she'll avoid drama for the mostpart. Drama isn't very pleasant...
Physical Description
Xadera's child form is about that of a 9-year-old, though that may not be her true age. At about 3'7", Xadera's fairly slender. She has three sets of breasts, with the top pair of nipples being puffy and barely even an A-cup. The other two sets are aligned below, with the lowest about even with her belly button. Her hair descends to the small of her back, and she has long, pointy ears, like how Cheezy drew Rael's (god I love those ears), except they are slightly limp and longer, such that if she were to put her arms out to her sides, the tips of the ears might scrape her elbows.
There's a sort of mane that travels down her spine under her hair, terminating just above her tail. It's fur, instead of hair, and is extremely soft, full, and light. She has similar fur on her chest in a triangle pointed into the cleavage of her top pair of breasts, as well as some in her pubic region instead of actual pubic hair.
She has a thin tail that begins at the top of her butt-cleavage (butt-cleavage is amusing XD) and is prehensile, reaching about a foot past her feet, ending in a sorta demonic-looking spade. The "spade" is supple and can curl onto itself parallel to the tail, tight enough to crush a pencil if need be. The underside of the spade is smooth and velvely to the touch. The outerside is still supple, but has a ribbed texture, which becomes extra pleasant when curled up and used for fun <3
Xadera's vulva, even in child form, is developed and can be pleasurable for penetration during sex, should she maintain her child form for some reason. However, it is always dripping wet with lubricant. This... causes some problems. Sometimes, on the small chance that she goes out, she will wear a diaper to keep from creating a mess and drawing unwanted attention. Otherwise, if she's not near water and does not wear a diaper, she might use some "toys" or other tricks to maintain her adult form, where she's usually not as wet.
She does not normally use the diaper for any sort urination or defication, just for the sole purpose of keeping her dry and not causing a scene. Since Xadera spends most of her time in water or the surrounding flora, there's no need to wear a diaper. But, when venturig into populated areas, creating puddles of slime wherever you stand causes undesirable stares and is rather humiliating. Wearing a diaper, while embarassing, is far less embarassing than that. And the diapers are normally well hidden underneath her cloths, though she'll still blush constantly at the crunching that probably only she notices.
There is occasionally some other uses for her diaper, on the other hand. As the slickness begins to build up, things start rubbing in a somewhat sensitive kind of way... Like sticking a pillow between your legs and humping slowly with each step, it can make her a little bit aroused. Not so much that she'll grow to adulthood, but enough to engorge her clitoris by several inches. At the same time, not enough to let her testicles descend or the clitoris to flare. More often than not, the procession will eventually climax into a gentle, quite hot, ejaculation for several minutes. Even through the intense embarassment doing so causes, she'll look a bit dorky as her lower bits begin swimming in her own, warm cum with her mind reeling in orgasm. Until the stuff starts seeping out the edges and down her legs, awakening her to her predicament such that she'll run off and hide...
There is a rather uncommon chance that she might actually urinate in her diaper. This is never intentional, but instead a sort of side-effect of staying in the water all the time where you can normally just let yourself go. When her lubricant builds up, it's reminiscent being in water, and things proceed accordingly... Once she catches on to what she's doing, however, she'll run off and hide, scolding herself...
Reference Picture (click here)
Adult (aroused) Form
Personality
When in her adult form, Xadera's shyness and meloncholy falls away to the bliss of arousal. She may even actively initiate some play with others. She's so horny, logic and reason tend to disintegrate to lust and attraction. She'll especially swoon when something appeals to her tastes.
Despite her hyper-sexual behavior, adult-Xadera is very loving and is rather motherly in her affection. She'll give plenty of attention to those she is with. She is also quite the cuddler and loves to bond with others through the act of suckling. Almost like a mother and her child, adult-Xadera will wish for the best for those she cares for, even if it may not actually be beneficial for herself. Generosity is nice ^^
Though, unless she is treated likewise, she will revert back to her child form before she is done snuggling, and if she hasn't fallen asleep already, she will quickly become shy again and wholly embarassed, then quickly slinking away and hiding if possible. It can be rather awkward ^^;
Physical Description
As an adult, Xadera really fills out. About 6' high at most, her hips are much wider, her rear is nice and plump, and her top pair of breasts become massive. The second pair underneath are also large but tend to be overshadowed by the above pair, which they support. The final pair also supports the middle pair slightly, and are about equivalent to D-cups in size. All pairs will have very plump nipples and can lactate appropriately for their size, with the top pair practically gushing when triggered. When individually aroused, the nipples of her top pair can become several inches long and over an inch thick with their stiffness, the lower pairs doing the same relative to their size.
Xadera's ears become quite large, no longer able to hold themselves up and droop down to her hips, while still retaining a slender shape. Her hair doesn't grow much longer, descending only just past her shoulder blades. The fur remains the same length, if growing a bit more over the expanded surface area to maintain the similar markings. Her tail becomes much longer, reacher nearly 8', as well as growing slightly thicker overall, with the spade at the end probably doubling in size. With the greater length, she will tend to wrap it about her waist like a belt.
Her labia are significantly plumper, with the inner labia decorating the outer with a pink frill around the ripe slit. She is no longer as wet, with most of her juices keeping her sex nice and slick without wasting a drop. Her vagina is also quite muscular, akin to a dolphin's in that the muscle control allows her to really contract her vagina or even perform a sort of 'sucking' action. Whatever action it performs usually shifts with the intensity of intercourse, though she can do certain things at will if she tries.
And since Xadera is most often aroused in this state, she will be sporting a little something extra. Through a series of change, her clitoris will protrude well from her hood. If you know of Linty's Lamedh story, the way he drew the main character's clit just before pulling back the foreskin is a good example of what it looks like. It will keep growing longer, sometimes reaching two feet in length when especially aroused. At the base of the clitoris, just past the hood, a bulb will form, much like a canine knot. When the knot appears, usually large testicles will descend from her abdomen, into a stretchier portion of the anterior labia minora, creating a sac. The ball-sac can resemble much like a horse's in terms of size, shape, and thus will tend to bounce between her thighs. And just before ejaculation, the tip of the clitoris will literally crack open and blossom like a sort of flower before erupting with a tremendous amount of semen. The flaring glans may be more difficult to remove, but is still quite supple and may bend enough to wedge its way out in some cases. At this point, the clitoris looks much akin to a flower's stigma, even though it's of the opposite gender. In terms of the cum itself, Xadera will continue to ejaculate for several minutes, similar to how a boar ejaculates except with stages that are much different. I haven't quite determined how, yet, but I'm sure it'll be nice and messy ;3 The clitoris can ejaculate without flaring, should she not be aroused enough or some other issue (often as a child), in which case a tiny hole will crack through the tip and begin spraying. The stream is aptly thinner, causing the distance of ejaculation to increase proportionally.
Reference Picture (click here)
And here's another nice one ^^
Transformation
The transformation between the two forms in a normal case follows after becoming significantly aroused in her child form. First, her vulva will begin to plump. This is often quite big compared to her child-form, and will cause her bikini's, panties, and occasionally even diapers to "ride up". Usually, this serves as a warning for her to strip or change to a stretchier outfit, or else tear what she's wearing to shreds. Her clitoris will swell out of it's hood as her breasts fill out, growing taller with her tail hovering in the air for room as it gets longer. Her ears also follow behind until she finally makes up her adult form.
Cycles
The above transformation is only in the case of a normal day, outside of her cycles, without any variation in weather. The latter portion is due to her closeness with nature, and so a change in weather can cause a hormonal imbalance. The changes from such an imbalance can vary greatly, such as her breasts growing while still in her child form or still acting like a child while in her adult form. There's also some foods that may cause some reactions, though they aren't as common. Otherwise, she has two, monthly cycles, a sort of "estrus" period and a sort of "anestrus" period.
During estrus, or in heat, her child form will often find itself with aspects of her adult form. She will often be aroused, but only the higher degrees of arousal will actually trigger a full transformation, sometimes leaving her in her child form while running around with a 2-foot long erection and testicles bouncing against a heavily engorged, still dripping vulva, looking for some relief, or some other unfortunate proportions/circumstances. When her heat peaks, she will remain in her adult form for nearly a day straight. Occasionally this peak goes a little overboard and she can be stranded in a lone spot with tits too big to move and too far out of reach to milk to regain her movement or balls so large that she will ejaculate for a couple of hours straight.
During anestrus, Xader is rarely aroused, thus maintaining her child form for the mostpart. If she does happen to get aroused, her adult form will often retain some of the child-form aspects. Also, anestrus is the cause for her monthly haircuts. During anestrus, both hair and fur grow surprisingly long. Often by the end of anestrus, she'll have trouble tripping over the hair from her head, half her breasts would be covered in the sliky-soft locks on her chest, she'll have entwined her mane about her tail, and have braided her pubic fur down to her knees. Afterwards, she'll shave/trim it herself and puts the soft fur to use. Like making her own clothes, for instance ;3 The stuff is very comfortable and feels great against the skin.
She also has a yearly cycle of egg-production, a sort of replacement for menstration that doesn't happen during her other cycles. This will result in a pregnant-esque belly in either form (looking disproportionally large in her child form) and end after about 2 weeks with a day of laying rather large, hard-shelled eggs, numbering around a dozen (one for each month, give or take a few). Usually the laying itself will get her aroused enough to be in her adult form for most of the process, and if not she might be a little sore afterwards. However, these eggs are not fertile unless she has had sex within the week beforehand. Otherwise, she can get pregnant normally but is mostly receptive during estrus. Don't ask me how the children from the oviposition differ from normal birth, I don't know XD
Cycle Examples (click here)
A couple of extra notes:
Does Xadera wear clothes?
Yes, yes she does, even though I'm too bad at it to actually draw her that way XD Xadera is quite self-conscious and will wear clothes if there's even the slightest chance she will be seen by others. She does have a few private water-holes she can freely skinny-dip in, but otherwise she has an assortment of bathing suits like one would have an assortment of normal clothes. They're store-bought and many are extra-stretchy to accomodate her transformation, though many kid-sized brands don't quite keep up ^^; She also buys a few pairs of hip-hugging denim jeans and some other sexy things for her adult form and she can survive in just an adult shirt as a child. Otherwise, she's makes stuff out of her own fur/hair. It's not as gross as that may sound, because it's similar to a sheep's wool or a worm's silk in it's usability. Laziness has been the reason to some rather fuzzy looking clothes, though XD She tends to stay away from panties in her child form, for obvious reasons ^^; But if someone else decided to dress her up in some... well, Xadera won't fight back ;P
Why so much about diapers?
Because I wanted to make it clear that Xadera doesn't wear them for the infantilism or scat aspects. To me, diapers are interesting in much the same way as latex or leather or other clothes. They give the image of a large butt and wide hips. They are also a good way of hiding sexual exploits in public while serving as a reminder of what you're doing, as well as comfort that you won't be caught. And as for the small bit of urination... What can I say? The desparation and humiliation aspects of watersports kinda intrigues me ^^; It's the dirty-ness that kinda keeps me from really liking it...
What to stay away from with her?
I really, really don't like scat. I can handle it, and I don't mind if others like it, but I don't want to be involved with it, it's too dirty. That also applies to anal. As a wise lady once said "But that's where I poop from!" or something >. > Gore is similar. While an amputee or some scarring might be cute (in a non-sexual way), the actual act disturbs me... Owwww. Not that some torture is bad, like some spanking and whatnot. Just don't get too bloody or painful ;)
DnD-wise
Xadera is pretty much Chaotic Neutral, if you wanted to give her an alignment. I love my CN characters ^^ And Xadera is kinda reminiscent of my most favorite character, one whom I had felt quite the connection to, which was a Druid. I find comfort in trees and water and animals and stuffs =3
What is Xadera?
I know, I know, most fursonas are usually a single animal or a hybrid of a few animals. But, I like sooo many animals, I just couldn't decide. And I didn't want to be completely fuzzy, because the feel of some nice, supple skin is ~<3 If you really wanted to categorize her, she'd be a... sheep, dog, dolphin, rabbit, pig, cow, egg-laying something, demon, plant, futa, horse - girl.... or something XD If you want, you can just give her a generic label of 'Fey'.
Why the child form?
Even though I'm now 23, I still think of myself as a kid rather than an adult. In fact, I don't ever want to be an adult except when I need to be for someone else, because everything feels 'new' and interesting to a child, and there's a sort of innocence. Being an adult means cementing yourself in a set way of thinking, something I hope I never do.
Why 9-years-old, specifically?
Because that was the age when I had my first crush ^^; And the crush never had a 'reality check' about how bad that relationship would have been, because the person moved away before I learned anything bad about them XD So I still kinda have the crush, actually >. >
And thanks! ^^
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I like your art style. Reminds me of a few (very old) animes.
If you don't think you can, that's quite alright.
I hope you get back into drawing.
I'm not very good at visual art, so I likely won't post any of my visual art,
but drawing is very fun. It's also a way to let one express their inner child.
If it's one thing I noticed, a good portion of art is photography, music,
live-action movies, and novels…
It's not often I come across a site that is full of quality drawn artwork.
The ones I can think of (that don't mooch artwork from other sites) are
Fur Affinity, Deviant Art, and… nope, that's it.
And both of them also host other forms of art.
It is because of this I believe that drawing and colouring is a way to express
ones inner child, since as we grow, people seem to move away from cartoons,
comics, animes, drawing, and colouring.
We move towards 'grown-up' things, like writing, filming, and music.
I draw, not very well, but I draw.
I should probably do it more, but it's something I enjoy doing.
It also helps me calm down after a stressful day.
As for writing at the story of my Fursona… that'll take some time.
(that is why it's not in my gallery, or my scraps)