Please talk to a therapist or counselor, we don't want to lose you ; ^ ;

I've beenseeing a therapist regularly for the past three years, going gto see a new one at the end of this month.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong I never feel any better from our sessions

When I was younger I saw several different therapists ( my parents split up when I was 3 and grandmother I was really close to passed when I was 5, and I had a stepfather when I was 6, lots going on for a kid ) I went to a lot of different people before I found one that seemed to help. Maybe try seeing a few until you find one you are comfortable with? c:

Therapy won't work until you yourself are ready to change. Whether you realize it or not, you may not be ready. You may be subconsciously holding onto these feelings for some reason.
I don't want to tell you what to do, but here's what I would do: Meditate on it.
Sit down and just think it through. Think about the things you don't want to think about, let the fear and pain out, then try to find a way to exist with it. Maintain a balance.
Good luck.

*hugs* We'll be here for you as best we can, Tsu :)

I'm here if you need me, sweetheart. I promised to help you anyway I could and I'll be damned if I break a promise.

As for your therapy, it's not you, it's them. Most therapists don't actually help, they just dish out happy pills or sit there pretending to give a shit while raking in thousands every week. Shit, I've fixed people's problems for free and faster.

Point is, a shrink might not be what you need. So if you need to talk about anything, cos you know from out previous talks I'll literally talk anything with you, no limits at all, you know I'm only a note away. <3