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9 years ago
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Ah, so I fainted on the weekend from exhaustion and heat stroke. The doctors am sure that is nothing to worry about. But, they discovered my heart beat drops to 46 at rest and alittle lower while asleep durning over night monitoring. So now they put me on a waiting list to have a heartmonitor machine hooked up to me for 24 hours to see if my heart is as healthy as a endurance long distance runner, or if my heart is not receiving proper signals from my brain, making me need a pacemaker so i just dont randomly die cause my heart decides it doesnt want to beat fast enough to provide my vital organs with oxygen.
Honestly I am not sure how I should be taking all this. Or what even i should be thinking. Heh, hard just to keep on living without thinking if there is something wrong with me, or what if i go to sleep and don't wake up this time.
Honestly I am not sure how I should be taking all this. Or what even i should be thinking. Heh, hard just to keep on living without thinking if there is something wrong with me, or what if i go to sleep and don't wake up this time.
Dont break my heart my lazyy breaky heart
Best to like, keep calm. Like, just let things happen I guess, so you'll get some bad news and be like "k" and just carry on your day + whatever the docs need you to do, as if everything is normal.
Btw im north of you
Meanwhile, I do miss hearing from you every now and again.
As for excitement at night, I'd love to come up and assist with that :)
How have you been?
You need to slow down a bit it seems.
I hope things will be looking up soon.
Now, off to fantasize about, well, you!