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Clients and Update! (IMPORTANT)

9 years ago General

Amazing artists:

cheerycide Haychel nyufluff tattoorexy

Current Clients:



1.-  ssb4lucariofan

2.-  lucariofan475

3.-  aurashimaku



Well, I was writing this journal, it was already very long and Chrome crashed and I lost all that I had written, guess it reflects my current life situation. Funny! Isn´t it?! Hahaha! 



Okay I better start with the anouncement I had. I´m closing my commissions undefinitely. I won´t be taking any more for the time being, because my future is uncertain and it wouldn´t be fair for people to pay me for work they´ll probably never see or won´t receive in a huge ass lot of time. So I´ll stick to my current clients and finish their works as soon as possible.



Why you may ask? I need to open up about my current situation, I´ve been holding it enough and letting few people know, but I just feel like about to burst and I really need to say it...



For starters, due to many reasons, I can no longer continue my studies. 



I´m currently living at an appartment owned by my parents with my lil sis, because our colleges are in this city. But, like my family says, I "don´t have any reason to stay any longer" in here. So, right now, I only have 3 possible choices: 1.- Wait until my parents´s patience runs out and they kick me to the street, leaving me homeless (probably 1 or 2 weeks more). 2.- Accepting my parents's "solution". Going back to my hometown and working for my father´s company, only having "what´s needed to live" (a roof over my head and food, no money, no internet, only that) OR work as a Copper miner near my hometown because the payment is good and a friend of my family can fix that (and of cooourse the payment is good if by "X" motive something can go wrong and you die). 3.- Getting an ACTUAL job in this city and pay rent to my parents for staying in the appartment.



As you all may guess, I´m trying to go for the 3rd option. Whether I pay a rent to my parents or if I decide to rent something in the city. And yeah, I´ve been applying to almost every job. I wake up and turn on my PC only to check for any new jobs that have been anounced since yesterday and apply to them. At this height, I´m willing to take almost everything (except jobs that wouldn´t let me any time to "socialize"). Yesterday the appliances closed for a job in the local courthouse and I REALLY want to get it, specially because to apply you needed a lot of documentation that is hard to get here, but I took the trouble and time to get each one of them and applied. Now I just hope that almost no one else applied, that someday soon they call me to start the interviews (it´s 3 in total) and that, finally, I get the job. The work is decent and it´s something I´m good at and that I usually enjoy doing. The payment is also good and would give me enough to live month by month, paying rent on a decent place, food, transportation and internet (because I doubt I could live on without my online friends, since here I have none).



I´m not asking for money or anything like that. I just wanted to let this out of my chest. And the only thing I´d like, is the support of every one of you. Not a physical support, but on a spiritual or just psychological level. 



That you just "hope" that I find a solution for this, that I can fix my life, so I can keep being myself, keep drawing stuff and being here. Because I really enjoy being an artist, I know I can´t make a living out of it, but it´s a hobby, it´s something that relaxes me and makes me feel happy when I finish a piece and upload it for everyone to see.



Please, hope for me to find a good job, or at least something that can pay for my living. I don´t look for a job that lets me buy a huge gamer desktop PC or that lets me buy breakfast at Starbucks every morning. I just want a job to make a living and keep being here with all of you. For all the people I´ve known for a long time and for those who I have yet to meet.



So please, hope for me. It´s all I ask. Thank you.



I´m sorry for the terribly long journal, but I needed this out of my chest. I´m sorry about the rantling. But I try to have faith that I can do this



Thank you so much for reading.