Updates and health --
9 years ago
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Hi everyone, sorry for just- bunking off.
I had a lot to handle and am still dealing with.
My sugar levels are keeping at a nice low manageable level and I've been doing my best to be active when I can.
I had received an abnormal result from my current pap and was told that tests for HPV and cancer where going to be taken, I spent the entire time in between waiting for my results in constant panic and anxiety, already piled onto the fear of my high sugar and cholesterol levels.
Fortunately both results came back negative and I was told not to worry about the abnormality at all, so that was a relief. I'm still taking birth control to help me with my period problems but it really isn't worth the trouble. Stuff makes me constantly nauseous, exhausted, and has really diminished my drive to do anything. I haven't really drawn at all since I started taking it, whether it's because all my excess energy is going into re-wiring my insides or the medication is just terrible for motivation and movement, I hate that I haven't been able to lift a pencil without wanting to hurl.
Today is a rare good day so far, I wanted to let everyone know how I'm doing. I never like to make anyone worry and looking at my last journal I barely remember typing it at all.
Good news is after a few more days I should know for sure if all this is worth it.
Please look forward to artwork soon, I promised all my clients I would finish their commissions before the end of this month and I intend to keep that promise! It's killing me that I have so much I want to do for everyone and share but my body is in full protest. Here's to hoping everything gets better.
-- Tsu <3<3<3
I had a lot to handle and am still dealing with.
My sugar levels are keeping at a nice low manageable level and I've been doing my best to be active when I can.
I had received an abnormal result from my current pap and was told that tests for HPV and cancer where going to be taken, I spent the entire time in between waiting for my results in constant panic and anxiety, already piled onto the fear of my high sugar and cholesterol levels.
Fortunately both results came back negative and I was told not to worry about the abnormality at all, so that was a relief. I'm still taking birth control to help me with my period problems but it really isn't worth the trouble. Stuff makes me constantly nauseous, exhausted, and has really diminished my drive to do anything. I haven't really drawn at all since I started taking it, whether it's because all my excess energy is going into re-wiring my insides or the medication is just terrible for motivation and movement, I hate that I haven't been able to lift a pencil without wanting to hurl.
Today is a rare good day so far, I wanted to let everyone know how I'm doing. I never like to make anyone worry and looking at my last journal I barely remember typing it at all.
Good news is after a few more days I should know for sure if all this is worth it.
Please look forward to artwork soon, I promised all my clients I would finish their commissions before the end of this month and I intend to keep that promise! It's killing me that I have so much I want to do for everyone and share but my body is in full protest. Here's to hoping everything gets better.
-- Tsu <3<3<3
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I hope you get to have more good days, even awesome days! You deserve a much needed break