Doing a good job maintaining an online presence is so different for me now than it used to be a long time ago like in high school and stuff... You know I of course didn't have an FA back then but on places like DA and LJ and stuff I was fairly active and consistent but now I am so infrequent in making journals, regularly submitting things, and replying to comments. Today I had to just admit my failings and nuke comments on things because I'd feel like a real grade A putz replying to someone's compliment on a piece 6 months later like "thank you!" YuY

But man I dunno, it's not that I'm not working, you know I am constantly sewing just about every day or doing some form of work but I don't really get around to drawing like I used to, however it is something I want to do at the same time :Y

My life has changed a lot recently with the very least of it being in a completely different house now so I feel like perhaps everything will be changing and for the better. I have aspirations for what I want to do and now that I'm actually settled, have a grasp on the online queue and a stock of things for my traveling con stock showbizz life that maybe I can focus on what I want to if I can muster the focus and stuff.

You know I think about submitting the plush I make sometimes but so often it's just different colors of things I've already shared. What I really need to do is actually draw sometime.

Gosh I'm just rambling now, the point of this was really just to lament on how different my online voice and stuff is now. The internet is so different now with everyone being all well established and stuff too so it's just a weird thing. 9~9

Anyway I am active and actively check stuff all the time I just don't participate like I used to, for better and for worst. What is it gunna be like going into the future with the big changes in my life? We'll see.