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About my absence (death mention, abuse mention tw)
9 years ago
tips welcome!!
Ko-Fi Hello!
Sorry ive been gone for a very long time with little to no updates.
My home life has been not working out very well and it has gotten to a violent boil and its absolute worst. I do nkt wish to disclose very much about this entire situation as it is very personal to me but i ended up havong to pack everything and flee my home to stay with friends these last few days. In the time i was gone my father was injured and passed away yesterday at 3pm
His death feels very surreal and the last memory i have of him was him hitting me and calling me scum. We had a very good relationship untill recent and everything went to shit.
Ive been feeling very sick and cannot sleep as wvery time i close my eyes i only see my dad screaming at me
I am okay and will try and post all of the wips i have to prove that i have been doing work while i was silent. Not as much as i loke but its very difficult to stay modivated when every waking moment has been feeling very sick or depressed
Please do understand that i do not want any money from you because we are okay and will deal with whatever cots there may come. If you want a refund on something it will have to wait till i can land a job as ive been searching for one.
Im very sorry i have disappeared and i hope you all will forgive me.
Sorry ive been gone for a very long time with little to no updates.
My home life has been not working out very well and it has gotten to a violent boil and its absolute worst. I do nkt wish to disclose very much about this entire situation as it is very personal to me but i ended up havong to pack everything and flee my home to stay with friends these last few days. In the time i was gone my father was injured and passed away yesterday at 3pm
His death feels very surreal and the last memory i have of him was him hitting me and calling me scum. We had a very good relationship untill recent and everything went to shit.
Ive been feeling very sick and cannot sleep as wvery time i close my eyes i only see my dad screaming at me
I am okay and will try and post all of the wips i have to prove that i have been doing work while i was silent. Not as much as i loke but its very difficult to stay modivated when every waking moment has been feeling very sick or depressed
Please do understand that i do not want any money from you because we are okay and will deal with whatever cots there may come. If you want a refund on something it will have to wait till i can land a job as ive been searching for one.
Im very sorry i have disappeared and i hope you all will forgive me.
Anyway, hope you feel better soon ;w;
Miss you buddy, stay strong, keep your head up. I know you've probably already got a large amount of support, but I've got your back too if you should ever need me.
Take it easy, I can't really say "try to relax" or "don't think about it" because as somebody who suffers with depression too, I know it doesn't work like that. The best I can do is, well, be there if you need me. That's what friends do, right? c:>
You're strong, Jams. If there's anything I've learned, you're pretty tough even if you don't admit it to yourself.
this message was so nice i teared up aaa ;v;