everything has been messed up and confusing ever since I lost my job, I mean I wont be making as much money since I should have another one soon but it's not my main job. I will only be going out late friday and early monday to put up and take down signs. this job will pay me 400 dollars a month, so you see not all that much, but I'll still be making money. so, if I want the suit and go to the blfc con next year, I'll have to completely stop buying art and things all together and only buy the things I really need.