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Three decades
9 years ago
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Today, I hit the 3 decade mark. It's one of those I take a bit to look back at life and honestly go "What the hell?" I'll be honest, the me 10 years ago wouldn't recognize me now, yet I'm still on the can't figure out exactly what I should do to make a living, jumping from career to career. I'll admit, in this time I have less an idea of who the hell I am than at 20, the last decade has been rather rough emotionally.
But also, the last decade is where I met the people I'm closest to. I hear so many horror stories about peoples roommates, and I continue to have amazing luck with them, that they become the people that know me best, to be topped that just a week before today, I moved to a townhouse with my current roommate and his mate who are fantastic individuals who their support has been some of the best help since I moved to my current city, one that all my college friends would have thought I would have moved away from by now, but I have found I like this city. Also, despite finding furry in my teens, I hadn't met face to face my first furs since until I was in my 20s, meeting the people in NARFA and attending my first con, two trends that has led me to all but a couple of my closest friends ranging across the country and being in an amazing community. And of course since the beginning, I have been lucky to have the most supportive parents.
So have I been in a panic that I'm turning 30 today? Yes, despite it being a number, the human condition of noticing patterns views this as a massive day and I worry I haven't accomplished enough up until now. I worry I've allowed my depression to take hold far too much. However, I also have plans from here forward I hope to accomplish, and my friends have a plan for the day for me despite finding out about it last second (to be honest, I forgot about it until last week >_>;;) I hope I can make the next decade, when each time years seem to be speeding faster, count.
TLDR: Birthday, emotions across the board with memories, but you all are amazing people, thank you for being in my life.
But also, the last decade is where I met the people I'm closest to. I hear so many horror stories about peoples roommates, and I continue to have amazing luck with them, that they become the people that know me best, to be topped that just a week before today, I moved to a townhouse with my current roommate and his mate who are fantastic individuals who their support has been some of the best help since I moved to my current city, one that all my college friends would have thought I would have moved away from by now, but I have found I like this city. Also, despite finding furry in my teens, I hadn't met face to face my first furs since until I was in my 20s, meeting the people in NARFA and attending my first con, two trends that has led me to all but a couple of my closest friends ranging across the country and being in an amazing community. And of course since the beginning, I have been lucky to have the most supportive parents.
So have I been in a panic that I'm turning 30 today? Yes, despite it being a number, the human condition of noticing patterns views this as a massive day and I worry I haven't accomplished enough up until now. I worry I've allowed my depression to take hold far too much. However, I also have plans from here forward I hope to accomplish, and my friends have a plan for the day for me despite finding out about it last second (to be honest, I forgot about it until last week >_>;;) I hope I can make the next decade, when each time years seem to be speeding faster, count.
TLDR: Birthday, emotions across the board with memories, but you all are amazing people, thank you for being in my life.
LessThan3
~lessthan3
Happy birthday my friend. You should message me on Telegram or Facebook since my Skype is just... dead to me.
