I just need to put this somewhere, so just ignore this if you don't want to read it.

I'm fucking sick of not being able to find a job. It's been almost two years since i got out of school and still i am unable to find even the simplest of jobs in this stupid fucking city. I've put as much information and effort i can into this applications, a long with my resume and still can't get fucking anything. I even got myself enrolled in a program that's supposed to help people find a job and it's done all of nothing in helping me so far.

I ended up doing some volunteer work for the past five months but it has gotten me nowhere in helping me find a job. None of the places ive applied to/interviewed at have needed me to work with food, which is what i was working with while volunteering, so i stopped volunteering. Apparently doing that was "fucking up" according to my parents, and that i'm just a fuck up. Apparently a fucking adult isn't allowed to make their own decisions when things arent working out, so now im being yelled at like im 10 years old again and being told to get off my ass and find a job even though i've been trying to for the past two fucking years.

I don't know what to do anymore at this point. I've applied to 90% of the stores near my house and none of them would fucking interview me, the other 10% are high end business places that i would have no shot at getting into.

How the fuck am i EVER supposed to be able to pay/do anything on my own, or move out if a person out of school can't get a job? I'm just fucking fed up with this bullshit at this point and ready to just give up. If these stupid fucking companies refuse to higher people who need jobs than so be it; i fucking give up.