Another birthday about to come.....and another birthday about to go.... I remember when birthdays made me happy and felt like they deserved to be celebrated. Not so much anymore at least not for my own birthdays anymore. The only thing that a birthday brings to me is a lot of loneliness and depression. So like usual will just sit alone and let it be at that.... The only thing I find funny or ironic is the fact I'm getting close to being a real life 40yr old virgin...never even been on a real date before lol.

Oh well tomorrow will come and go just like any other normal day...get up alone...go to work...return home...sit in my basement apartment below my parents alone....and then go to bed....sigh...oh well at least I have gotten the chance to help friends and those I look up too so much....


Sorry for letting it all out yall...I apologize....