You're improving ^^
Tho every part of you is beautiful and good, dont devalue your parts

thank you

But looking back at the points you mentioned, I know what you mean ^^
Tho you arent an attention whore, you do need to speak more when you want, you are nice to talk to, either in english is Italiano~

Love your voice and chattyness!

"If you destroy one part of your self, your destroying your whole self"

Every aspect of you including your memories (even the bad ones) are part of you, regardless. You'll only hurt your self more if you try to destroy one little part of you.

Other then giving advise (from someone who's been through a similar ordeal), its good to hear your better Dractoss

heh it's not that little, it is the part that is destroying me, my life, my ""job"" so...i can't let her be so present

Then ask it why?

i ask it to me a lot of times but i can't find answers ahah, that's why i would like to see a professional, because i want to understand what's wrong with me and why...but i'm searching the courage to tell this to my parents etc..

Let me tell you a little secret, their are people who are born to be warriors and those that aren't; however some non-warriors sometimes rise to the occasion because their's no exit or shortcuts and all they can do is move forward against fire and ice and yes the journey is hurtful and lonely, but that's the journey of all warriors, even the non-warriors are put on this path too.

I highly recommend you watch this movie called 'Edge of Tomarrow' its a Si-Fi action movie that tells the tale of protagonist who is reliving the same day over and over, all the while an ET invasion is in progress.

This movie is telling a non-warrior can be molded into a warrior.

I also call Furries toss's because its derived from Protoss from the Starcraft video game and I'm not just acknowledging their inner warrior but also to those that have the potential to be warriors too.

vVVv

^^^

ok thank you! c:

Your welcome and hang in their

Youll get through it ^^ i have faith in ya

C:

La forza che scoprirai dentro di te è la sola che ti salverà.

*Solutes*

Oh, grazie...
Cerca di non abbatterti troppo facilmente in futuro. ^^

fosse solo abbattersi ahah

Già.

My only advice is to be yourself. Don't ever feel like you HAVE to change. If you WANT to change the go ahead. The key to be satisfied is to like who you are. Be yourself and be proud of yourself.

I can not tell you who you are nor can anyone else but you. You are nobody but yourself. Do not let anyone (including yourself) mold you into someone who you are not.

You're right. But i want to be better for me and the others who I care for! C: I want it.