I've been through some shit, but I feel like this one in particular got me good to where it felt like as if I've been hit by an atomic bomb. Since then I felt like I can't do anything anymore. I used to dream about chasing my career but forget about it. I'm utter trash ans there's nothing that could be done to help.

I don't really care if you judge me, although I wish I didn't.

Good bye happy me and hello unhappy self.