I feel terrible about my past few updates turning out to be so negative... but right now I feel like everything around me is piling up so bad I'm drowning. For the past while I've pushed my father's death into the back of my mind so I never had to face the fact it really happened, he really died in his 40s and I'm never going to get closure for everything that happened.

Living in denial is hard when you have to spend a weekend sorting through memories and have all that is left of a person, everything they owned and did sitting in a pile in the garage staring at you every time you go do laundry. Trying to carry on with your own life, when you have a tendency to want to take the easy way out and leave it all behind is so hard. Normally I have my depression under control but keeping stable through all this with life tossing even more curve balls has me fighting the urge to just check out.

On top of the emotional mess... I have been too busy cleaning up the fall out of my dog getting skunk attacked to do much work and the stand for my Cintiq hybrid broke. Damn thing costs 50$ and even if I do replace it will likely break again so I need to find a good alternative I can afford...

All that aside... I did get started again... Right now my mind's too clouded to feel anything but apathy for my work, but I hope some of them turn out the way people deserve.

Wait List:

1.  zoidzane
Revision Done, Waiting for feedback

2. https://inkbunny.net/GorgonZola
Computer update lost freaking sketch, starting over...

3. https://inkbunny.net/Kiano
Paid, Waiting for approval on flats

4.  sen27
Planning

5.  wartur
Planning

Current Sale Flier-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21068307/