Today we had to put my cat Harley down. We had her for 19 years. Over the past week or so her health declined heavily. A lot of changes are occurring on my end and this was one I NEVER wanted. I still think back to the day I picked her out. She had a good life at least, but already I tend to look over thinking someone is going to walk by next to me. We adopted 4 kittens recently so I hope she didn't feel like she was being replaced (the adoptions were a surprise to me too). After losing my grandmother last year I just really want something to go well for once. Anyway sorry for this depressing post so I'll just end it here.