Life has been overly cruel to me these past months. I had to drop my internet to deal with them and its taken alot longer then planned to return.

My dad condition is sable again after another big scare and while stable he's looking at possibly being wheelchair bound so its hard for him right now.

I lost my aunt mid September. She was diagnosed (far to late) with stage 4 cancer and passed quickly. She was the eldest of my aunts and uncles. The crazy cat lady, she took Nummy my white kitten (who she renamed Itybittykitty) and loved her so much her name was in the obituary she wrote where the rest of us were "her loving family" so yeah she was a funny one, I'll miss her telling bawdy tales during holiday get togethers.

I myself am going in about oh..5 ? 6 ? directions all at once. I hope for normality but don't expect it. Instead I'm having to change and cope.

In art news I've not drawn much, but I have drawn some the stress of being cut off has been weighing on me, hasn't been fair to my commissioners so I've been depressed at my lack of ability to get back.

Kinda running at full speed now they have internet *plays Cinderella - Don't Know What You Got*