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I'm worried... ;-; (Artist disabled their account...!!)
9 years ago
So just when I woke up this morning, I saw one artist that I follow 
SpectrumBeat suddenly disabled their account, with a journal post titled "tw / suicide m.". http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7860196/
I wonder what happened and why it suddenly happened? If anyone has any close contact with SpectrumBeat either IRL or through IM services like Discord and Skype, or webpages like twitter and tumblr, let us all in the community know if SpectrumBeat is safe and well, because a sudden thing like this worries me a lot and I don't know the cause for this at all. ;-;
Altho the account is disabled, you can still access most of the gallery images if you have the direct link to at least one of them, and then click through each of the other images displayed below the image page. One such image you can access is a commission I got right here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21261446/
SpectrumBeat's Picarto channel is https://picarto.tv/AMBURRITOSUPREME
Let's hope and wish everything is OK, and thanks for reading!!
UPDATE (2016.10.13): Altho I missed it, but seeing a e-mail notification, she was streaming on Picarto, so she seem to be alright~
SpectrumBeat suddenly disabled their account, with a journal post titled "tw / suicide m.". http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7860196/I wonder what happened and why it suddenly happened? If anyone has any close contact with
SpectrumBeat either IRL or through IM services like Discord and Skype, or webpages like twitter and tumblr, let us all in the community know if SpectrumBeat is safe and well, because a sudden thing like this worries me a lot and I don't know the cause for this at all. ;-;Altho the account is disabled, you can still access most of the gallery images if you have the direct link to at least one of them, and then click through each of the other images displayed below the image page. One such image you can access is a commission I got right here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21261446/
SpectrumBeat's Picarto channel is https://picarto.tv/AMBURRITOSUPREMELet's hope and wish everything is OK, and thanks for reading!!
UPDATE (2016.10.13): Altho I missed it, but seeing a e-mail notification, she was streaming on Picarto, so she seem to be alright~
I just hope they didn't do anything and got some help. I've been there. It's not fun, and ultimately not worth it.
but...im skeptical. ive seen this a few times in my travels. normally when someone does decide to end their life. they leave a long note explaining there mind set. And there are alot of journals before hand pointing to this. Has their journal been super depressing and sad talking about there real life problems?
or normally they leave nothing: cause if their in a bad spot art followers are the last thing on your mind.
or a note is left by a family member or close friend explaining what happened.
I've seen alot of abrupt exits like this before. It normally means the artist is tired of the community or being asosated with their current art work. or circle of artist and they want to cut ties as quickly and cleanly as possible. Who would question 'suicide' its kind of heartless. but again look to the past journals and things if they complained about. has it been about not being happy with their art, or drama on the net or not liking changes to websites.
i think this is more likly the case and the one word note is dramatic. sucidal people try not to be dramatic and tried to explain why it's reasonable.
Sorry for being cold. but i've seen this more than once and im not a fan of this behavior and well young artist on the net tend to be dramatic.
But this is why drama queens use such harsh and tabbo tactics. I am now placing myself in the very place most people would never put themselves. Saying it's fake makes look like a heartless monster who's too jaded to see any empathy....But...I don't think you understand how many times I've seen this set up before. I've seen it happen alot. And what if the other way? What happens if i'm right?