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Stress, Life, Bills... "Adulting" Rant
9 years ago
Things are rough. I know everyone always has their own stresses going on, which is why I push myself aside.
I'm still taking care of my sister, and she's older then me. Her anxiety and stress is horrible. Though, at the same time, so is mine. Again... Ignore myself, I need to take care of her. She did it for me growing up.
It sucks packing again after only moving two months ago. Taking down all the pictures. Sorting through everything.
I'm still recovering from knee surgery. I can bend my knee up to 98 degrees now, my goal and my physio therapist's goal is 120 degrees.
The pain is bad doing my daily excrises. I get through them.
I don't feel like I can talk to my sister about how I'm feeling.
I used to. She'D be the only person I would go to.
Now I'm scared.
I've been doing my tarot card readings more, but they seem to just make me more nervous and fear filled. I just want happiness in my life.
I don't get any feedback on commissions. I feel like I don't do enough. I'm not good enough. Do people not like what they receive? If you have a problem with your commission, feel free to tell me. I have no problem re-doing it. I've done it before. I don't mind. I want people to be happy.
I want to be happy
I don't know where my life is going. I want to be able to communicate more and make friends. I don't know where to go for that. Making friends in person is so hard. I've tried online dating, but it just makes me feel like a object.
Now I'm left stressing about paying my utility bill. Life just keeps hitting me in the face.
Thanks for everyone who's been there. Who's commissioned. It's helped a lot. Love you guys, and hanks for reading.
I'm still taking care of my sister, and she's older then me. Her anxiety and stress is horrible. Though, at the same time, so is mine. Again... Ignore myself, I need to take care of her. She did it for me growing up.
It sucks packing again after only moving two months ago. Taking down all the pictures. Sorting through everything.
I'm still recovering from knee surgery. I can bend my knee up to 98 degrees now, my goal and my physio therapist's goal is 120 degrees.
The pain is bad doing my daily excrises. I get through them.
I don't feel like I can talk to my sister about how I'm feeling.
I used to. She'D be the only person I would go to.
Now I'm scared.
I've been doing my tarot card readings more, but they seem to just make me more nervous and fear filled. I just want happiness in my life.
I don't get any feedback on commissions. I feel like I don't do enough. I'm not good enough. Do people not like what they receive? If you have a problem with your commission, feel free to tell me. I have no problem re-doing it. I've done it before. I don't mind. I want people to be happy.
I want to be happy
I don't know where my life is going. I want to be able to communicate more and make friends. I don't know where to go for that. Making friends in person is so hard. I've tried online dating, but it just makes me feel like a object.
Now I'm left stressing about paying my utility bill. Life just keeps hitting me in the face.
Thanks for everyone who's been there. Who's commissioned. It's helped a lot. Love you guys, and hanks for reading.
Also like to say that I personally love your art. If I could commission, I definitely would, especially at your amazing pricing. But I can't, HOWEVER, I will as soon as I can.
As for the friends, I'm the same way. I can't make them IRL for physical reasons, as in I can't really go out. So I rely on online friends. If you wanted, we could always be friends? Or if you need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you.
Awe, thank you very much <3 I know people like my art, otherwise they wouldn't pay for it. Though, it just makes me nervous not getting any feedback. Most of the time when I do, it's demanding changes, or demanding refunds.
But meh.
Yes <3 I'm in need of friends recently, aha x.x
I can understand where you come from, to a point. I don't draw so I don't really know about that kind of art, but I do write and I always smile when I see the positive feedback. I might not be one to commission at the time being but I'll always comment on work I like to show appreciation c:
My notes are always open, or if you have skype, I'm always on there! ^^
It's a shame, especially for new artists who want criticism. I'm bad at communicating with my commissioners because of my personal life, but I'm not horrible.
Friendship accepted, aha <3 and no worries. I rant all the time.