I am having the worst day of my life today because my finals are coming up soon in a few weeks and aa lot of my projects are due in a few days and I feel very lost and my stress level is super high and it actually got so high that I smashed my phone into pieces and smashed my favorite headphones into pieces and I feel very sad and I also wanted to say I was going to break my arm and hurt myself very badly and called myself stupid and cannot help control my stress level and I need a lot of help. I feel very sorry that I did it and my heart feels very broken. *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*