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16 years ago
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I just woke up and am just collecting my mind right now...
Also, I'm trying very hard to remember as many details as possible from a dream I just had.
Now, this dream wasn't just any dream. It might seem unsignifigant to others, but this dream is the best, happiest dream I've ever had XD
I really rarely dream, and if I do I usually just have nightmares.
Anyway, I just have to write it down so I won't forget it:
I was at a reunion of some sort with people I went in 'boarding school' with 7 years ago. I hung out with some of my friends, until everyone had to go to the movies. So, when we were about to sit down infront of the movie screen, I see him :o
I had the biggest crush on him from when I was 15.
I went to that school for 2 years, and all I could think of was him and how much I longed for his attention. Eventually he found out, we talked, but he couldn't see us as a couple/didn't like me like that. Now, I've changed alot since then. Both in appearance and personality. And even lately, the fact that I never had what I wanted has bothered me and fueled this longing for him.. only in a more twisted way
So, there he is sitting in the movie theatre and I suddently realize that I'm wearing the clothes I did back then. Not feeling decent enough to be around him, I rush off and get changed (lulz?). When I get back, he's not sitting there anymore but sitting at a bar, behind the movie theatre, looking sad, so I sit down to keep him company. I can't remember what we were supposed to have been talking about, but eventually it gets late and everyone has to head home, and when he is hugging me goodbye (I've always had a soft-spot for those hugs <3 ) he asks if I want to go to the movies some other time, and I say that I would love to. His suprise made me just realize that he just asked me for a date, and the happiest feeling washes over me (not just in the dream)
I kinda hate the fact that I actually still want him XD It's really out of character fo me...
Eh.. in contrast to when I started on this journal, I am now fully awake and just realized what a silly thing it would be to post this...
Oh well, too late!
Also, I'm trying very hard to remember as many details as possible from a dream I just had.
Now, this dream wasn't just any dream. It might seem unsignifigant to others, but this dream is the best, happiest dream I've ever had XD
I really rarely dream, and if I do I usually just have nightmares.
Anyway, I just have to write it down so I won't forget it:
I was at a reunion of some sort with people I went in 'boarding school' with 7 years ago. I hung out with some of my friends, until everyone had to go to the movies. So, when we were about to sit down infront of the movie screen, I see him :o
I had the biggest crush on him from when I was 15.
I went to that school for 2 years, and all I could think of was him and how much I longed for his attention. Eventually he found out, we talked, but he couldn't see us as a couple/didn't like me like that. Now, I've changed alot since then. Both in appearance and personality. And even lately, the fact that I never had what I wanted has bothered me and fueled this longing for him.. only in a more twisted way
So, there he is sitting in the movie theatre and I suddently realize that I'm wearing the clothes I did back then. Not feeling decent enough to be around him, I rush off and get changed (lulz?). When I get back, he's not sitting there anymore but sitting at a bar, behind the movie theatre, looking sad, so I sit down to keep him company. I can't remember what we were supposed to have been talking about, but eventually it gets late and everyone has to head home, and when he is hugging me goodbye (I've always had a soft-spot for those hugs <3 ) he asks if I want to go to the movies some other time, and I say that I would love to. His suprise made me just realize that he just asked me for a date, and the happiest feeling washes over me (not just in the dream)
I kinda hate the fact that I actually still want him XD It's really out of character fo me...
Eh.. in contrast to when I started on this journal, I am now fully awake and just realized what a silly thing it would be to post this...
Oh well, too late!
Valereth
-valereth
On the contrary, everyone dreams. We just don't remember them. It has been theorized that we dream hundreds of times a night, each lasting mere seconds
