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Happy Halloween and stuff: Considering a reboot
9 years ago
So first off, Happy Halloween, go binge on sugar until you suffer from diabeetus and try not to get too spoopy.
Anyway, real talk. So Halloween is all about ghosts, zombies, Frankensteins, whole bunch of dead stuff, right? Well, speaking of dead things, this account. This gallery. Haven't had a single update since February of all times, and the last time I actually drew something was January. So I feel like I've really slogged behind. I've got a few reasons, some of which you may already know of.
1. The desire to do more SFM stuff. And even that's slogging a bit. Most of the stuff I make I keep to myself anyway, because it's made for either just me or a few dear friends. Besides, not all of it is made with entirely original stuff, and is all just a few hobbled together parts.
2. Work I have a rather lackluster yet still-pays-the-college-bill part-time job, and while I thought that would get my mind going, it's kind of stunted my muse even more. And unlike school, I can't just draw while I'm there.
3. Overall disdain and cynicism for this year. Let's face it, 2016 sucks. I'm not gonna get into detail, it just does. Also any political comments/discussions on this journal will be erased; we don't need any debates going on.
4. Expansion to some other fetishes. I mean, there's stuff I've discovered I liked, now I just have to apply it here. (who knows maybe I'll actually get some attention, lol)
5. I just feel like I've grown too different from the me of 7 years ago. Real talk? When I joined FA, I was a wide-eyed idealist full of ideas, but never had the time to draw them all. Now, I fear I've become more cynical and silent, and just bitter as a whole. I don't want people to see that side of me, which is why I might just do this: Reboot my page.
I don't mean deleting this page and then starting a new one, I'll keep this old account around, but also maybe start a new page and just have my updates carry on from there. I'll let my watchers know what my new account is, and everything.
So would you like to see that? A new account with a reduced amount of characters and a little bit more of a focused setup would be nice, right? Please let me know.
EDIT: So I've gone with the reboot idea, but I'm gonna stay here for a bit to hopefully prepare some stuff on the new account. It's over at
luciansummers.
Anyway, real talk. So Halloween is all about ghosts, zombies, Frankensteins, whole bunch of dead stuff, right? Well, speaking of dead things, this account. This gallery. Haven't had a single update since February of all times, and the last time I actually drew something was January. So I feel like I've really slogged behind. I've got a few reasons, some of which you may already know of.
1. The desire to do more SFM stuff. And even that's slogging a bit. Most of the stuff I make I keep to myself anyway, because it's made for either just me or a few dear friends. Besides, not all of it is made with entirely original stuff, and is all just a few hobbled together parts.
2. Work I have a rather lackluster yet still-pays-the-college-bill part-time job, and while I thought that would get my mind going, it's kind of stunted my muse even more. And unlike school, I can't just draw while I'm there.
3. Overall disdain and cynicism for this year. Let's face it, 2016 sucks. I'm not gonna get into detail, it just does. Also any political comments/discussions on this journal will be erased; we don't need any debates going on.
4. Expansion to some other fetishes. I mean, there's stuff I've discovered I liked, now I just have to apply it here. (who knows maybe I'll actually get some attention, lol)
5. I just feel like I've grown too different from the me of 7 years ago. Real talk? When I joined FA, I was a wide-eyed idealist full of ideas, but never had the time to draw them all. Now, I fear I've become more cynical and silent, and just bitter as a whole. I don't want people to see that side of me, which is why I might just do this: Reboot my page.
I don't mean deleting this page and then starting a new one, I'll keep this old account around, but also maybe start a new page and just have my updates carry on from there. I'll let my watchers know what my new account is, and everything.
So would you like to see that? A new account with a reduced amount of characters and a little bit more of a focused setup would be nice, right? Please let me know.
EDIT: So I've gone with the reboot idea, but I'm gonna stay here for a bit to hopefully prepare some stuff on the new account. It's over at
luciansummers.
this coming from somebody who had to when they lost thier pass and FA was being a little annoying in terms of letting me access my old account...
I love your modular stuff still, but at this point I just want to see that you're doing stuff to grow and make yourself happy. I care about you, and I don't want my expectations bringing you down.