So Sick of being male...
9 years ago
General
Being male has never made me happy. Growing up in a town where guys who crossdressed intentionally (and not as a costume or spirit day gimmick) was frowned upon, there are so many expectations that everyone thinks you should uphold.
Be straight, be masculine, don't wear make-up, don't shave your body blah blah blah...basic shit that men are expected to avoid doing on a regular basis. FUCK ALL THAT. Additionally, I'm not comfortable with my own genitals. I hate having a male body! I hate the fact that I was born male! A lot of men my age are idiots that were spoonfed the whole "Be a Man" mentality! If I was loaded, I'd gotten a sex change operation by now and would be living happily as a female. However, I am poor and the best I can do is live as a femboy...the only cheap way i could become female (somewhat) is with various supplements, but even still that would run me into some real money. A girl can dress like guy and no one bats an eye, but if a guy dresses like a girl everyone loses their minds, especially in the town i grew up in!
I'll never be happy with my body until it is female...to make a long story short.
If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to note me or send me a message on skype. (My skype is Aleit Steinherz)
Be straight, be masculine, don't wear make-up, don't shave your body blah blah blah...basic shit that men are expected to avoid doing on a regular basis. FUCK ALL THAT. Additionally, I'm not comfortable with my own genitals. I hate having a male body! I hate the fact that I was born male! A lot of men my age are idiots that were spoonfed the whole "Be a Man" mentality! If I was loaded, I'd gotten a sex change operation by now and would be living happily as a female. However, I am poor and the best I can do is live as a femboy...the only cheap way i could become female (somewhat) is with various supplements, but even still that would run me into some real money. A girl can dress like guy and no one bats an eye, but if a guy dresses like a girl everyone loses their minds, especially in the town i grew up in!
I'll never be happy with my body until it is female...to make a long story short.
If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to note me or send me a message on skype. (My skype is Aleit Steinherz)
Nomdragonnom
~nomdragonnom
I hope things start to get better soon. It must be incredibly rough for you. :(
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
thank you for your support. hopefully things will get better for me
Valliant
~valliant
I secoond that
Valliant
~valliant
*hugs her tightly*
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
*hugs the big stallion*
twosimularities
~twosimularities
i mean, dont take this as offensive, but yeah, i mean, im not for the whole masculinity thing either, i do enjoy being male, just dont care for gender value as far as what should and should not be worn, there are alot of people, that based on how they talk about gays, they dont seem to be very fond of them, and there are some who are, i used to be offended, i found that its best just to laugh at whoever doesnt like you, not like make fun of them, but more or less just dont take them serious, their greatest weapon if they chose to use you for their amusement is that itself, your reaction, when you laugh at them, i find that it makes them give up, but given this is typed by some lazy gamer child, i find that the internet as you can no doubt tell is really supportive, build confidence and distance yourself from the people, their opinions should not affect how you live your life, anyways hope any of this helps, i mean im not telling you not to go and get your genitals changed, if you want to do that, go for it!! just saying that if you want to practice those things dont let other people be the reason you dont. ^~^ Hope everything works out for yeh
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
Thank you so much. Someday, I will hopefully have the money to get my gender changed. For now, all I can do is use supplements to help the rest of my body become more female.
twosimularities
~twosimularities
Anyways, as i said in my previous post, hold your head up high, and stay positive ^~^ thins will turn out okay in the end, see yeh next post or whenever the heck. :DD *offers hand shake cause am awkward as fuck * nice to meet yeh in some way XD
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
nice to meet you to lol
Tigerman
~tigerman
Sorry I can't do more for you, but *HUGS!*
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
It's alright, big guy. I'll find a way *hugs back*
dreamwindow
!dreamwindow
Yeah, it sux. In my world, there's like a hundred extra responsibilities a man is expected to care for, and I hate each and every one of them.
CoyoteoftheSands
~coyoteofthesands
OP
i think i know how you feel.
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