Situation Update
9 years ago
General
Haven't really done much writing in a while. At least it feels that way. Don't know when my last real submission was. Feels like forever ago. I suppose I did get one piece done; though it's far enough into K&T's storyline that I'm not sure if I should post it due to spoilers. =/ I have written about 2/3 of the next installment of their adventures, but it's pretty much been sitting there, I think a big part of that is I keep fighting with the characters over how the story is "supposed" to go, and I just don't have the energy for it right now. (I'm half tempted to just tear it up and try to start over from scratch.)
Still trying to build some kind of structured schedule back into my life. Right now, my work is more chaotic than ever. For a time where we are "not working", we seem to be doing an awful lot of work--just not what we're "supposed" to be doing. It really bothers me when day-by-day I have no idea what my hours will be.
Still trying to adjust to a 12-hour shift in my day-night cycle. I am sleeping more than 3 or 4 hours a day now, but that's almost more of a bad thing. The quality of sleep is trash and I'm pretty much tired no matter what time of day (or night); but it feels like I get no better sleep than a light doze. And, of course, that just screws with me all the more and exacerbates my depressive tendencies. I think I've spent almost all this weekend sleeping/trying to sleep, moping, or trying to forget that world exists. Kinse has been helping as much as she can but...meh. You know those days when the only "help" you want is a lead "pill"? Yah...
Oh, and before you think that's my current temperament, it's not. (Well, at the time of posting anyway. I've been all over the place lately, so who knows how I'll be when the 2 or 3 people read this.) I'm doing....moderately better. Not exactly good, but not horrible either. Generally, when I'm that bad, I don't bother with the effort of doing something semi-productive.
Still trying to build some kind of structured schedule back into my life. Right now, my work is more chaotic than ever. For a time where we are "not working", we seem to be doing an awful lot of work--just not what we're "supposed" to be doing. It really bothers me when day-by-day I have no idea what my hours will be.
Still trying to adjust to a 12-hour shift in my day-night cycle. I am sleeping more than 3 or 4 hours a day now, but that's almost more of a bad thing. The quality of sleep is trash and I'm pretty much tired no matter what time of day (or night); but it feels like I get no better sleep than a light doze. And, of course, that just screws with me all the more and exacerbates my depressive tendencies. I think I've spent almost all this weekend sleeping/trying to sleep, moping, or trying to forget that world exists. Kinse has been helping as much as she can but...meh. You know those days when the only "help" you want is a lead "pill"? Yah...
Oh, and before you think that's my current temperament, it's not. (Well, at the time of posting anyway. I've been all over the place lately, so who knows how I'll be when the 2 or 3 people read this.) I'm doing....moderately better. Not exactly good, but not horrible either. Generally, when I'm that bad, I don't bother with the effort of doing something semi-productive.
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