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9 years ago
Hey everyone! Lyriks back! :)
I have been way busy! With work and getting school ready, a lot still more to do! Just wanted to give y'all a little heads up so you know I'm alive! Not doing so well though.
Everything has been great these last few weeks. Making new friends, hanging out with them, enjoying life, until it hits you right in the face again. I've been in my depression mode again. It don't seem like I'll be coming out of it for a little while. :(
I had to end a great friendship a few days ago, it was hard but it needed to happen. I was being treated horribly by their mate. We got into a fight and they started calling me names (I did call them names to), but they took it way to far when they started to threaten to kill me, they also where post rude things about my other friends. Now I can handle when people are rude to me, I'll walk away and not let it get to me but when someone starts that shit up with one of my best friends shit is gonna go down! I will not let anyone disrespect my friends for any reason!
When I confronted their mate about it (my good friend) they pretty much told me they weren't gonna do anything about it. That's what really hurt me, they are just gonna sit there and let their mate call their best friend names, threaten them, and disrespect them! What kind of friend would do that! Hmm? I couldn't take it anymore, so I left them.
Just need to get though this and move on. It's really hard.
I've got now great friends who are helping me and listening to me when I need to rant or even cry thing out. :)
I thank you guys for always sticking by myside and dealing with my drama! I love all y'all! QuQ
If anyone has any advise for me I would love to hear it! :)
If anyone ever needs to talk about anything I'm always here! I'll try my best to help in anyway I can! :)
I have been way busy! With work and getting school ready, a lot still more to do! Just wanted to give y'all a little heads up so you know I'm alive! Not doing so well though.
Everything has been great these last few weeks. Making new friends, hanging out with them, enjoying life, until it hits you right in the face again. I've been in my depression mode again. It don't seem like I'll be coming out of it for a little while. :(
I had to end a great friendship a few days ago, it was hard but it needed to happen. I was being treated horribly by their mate. We got into a fight and they started calling me names (I did call them names to), but they took it way to far when they started to threaten to kill me, they also where post rude things about my other friends. Now I can handle when people are rude to me, I'll walk away and not let it get to me but when someone starts that shit up with one of my best friends shit is gonna go down! I will not let anyone disrespect my friends for any reason!
When I confronted their mate about it (my good friend) they pretty much told me they weren't gonna do anything about it. That's what really hurt me, they are just gonna sit there and let their mate call their best friend names, threaten them, and disrespect them! What kind of friend would do that! Hmm? I couldn't take it anymore, so I left them.
Just need to get though this and move on. It's really hard.
I've got now great friends who are helping me and listening to me when I need to rant or even cry thing out. :)
I thank you guys for always sticking by myside and dealing with my drama! I love all y'all! QuQ
If anyone has any advise for me I would love to hear it! :)
If anyone ever needs to talk about anything I'm always here! I'll try my best to help in anyway I can! :)
