Taking A Break For Awhile
9 years ago
It doesn't matter as much over here on FA.... I never update anymore but I figured I might as well.
I'm going to take a personal break for awhile from everything.
Today has just been... really hard.
Lately I haven't been sleeping.... and today I got maybe... 2 hours?
But also....
We had to put one of our cats to sleep.
It's just really hard to accept to be perfectly honest....
And I'm having a really hard time not crying.
I know it's for her own good but it just hurts.
And I can't stop crying.
She's about 14 years old we think.
So it's not bad for a cat...
But she's our little baby kitten...
And it's going to be hard.
My brother can't even come over to see her because he's crying too hard.
My mom took her to the vet today and...
They think she had cancer in her actual eye....
and the only way to really get rid of it was to take out the entire eye, and even then....
there was no guarantee that would fix it.
So.... they put her to sleep...
my mom was petting her the whole time....
And just with her the whole time....
I wish I had been brave enough to be with her and say good bye.
So yeah....
I'm sorry everyone.
I'll get back on schedule as soon as I can.
foxalis
~delle
Oh no, I'm so sorry hon. :c *hug*
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