Oh, don't be that way...

This guy triggered some thing https://www.furaffinity.net/user/hyoka/

you can see it here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21708649/

then he blocked me...
he just insulted me then block me...

I feel angry, like something should be done...
but I might be over reacting...

but it triggered something in me...

How much I hate myself.

As a writer myself I feel like I should mention that I get those kinds of comments a lot and, honestly... Fuck that guy. He's being an unreasonable asshole and insulting you over nothing... I hope you can take solace in the fact that he's most definitely in the wrong here...

I don't really know... alot of crap happen this few mouths for me,
I guess he broke my "camels back".

I kinda wish something awful happen to him...
but I shouldn't think like that.

I just feel awful right now

Feel like I shouldn't do anything, write or draw.
I feel depress

Maybe... but at the same time... I feel awful right now, depress, unmotivated
I try to cope with it, but i guess a bundle it up, it was easy to break any second...
I don't know... I feel sad... kinda pissoff, like I just want everything to stop.

I just need time I guess...
but I got other things to worry IRL
and it isn't helping much.

Sorry to hear that hope things get better for you.

My future feels bleak at the moment
the getting old and passing things,
and it doesn't help to be a depression person either.

Yeah... time helps but it can make it worst.

but yeah try to look forward and what not...

meditation doesn't help much, could be my ADHD and depression...
not a good combination... I mean I don't care to be 'perfect"
but maybe it's he fear not being good or near "perfect".

tried that and done with "professional help", Kinda sick of that too.

I'm mostly a loner person, only those I wish for, or less say in person.

I know "perfect" is unobtainable, but being better or knowing better post to be goal.
Not repeating the same mistakes and getting away with it, thinking it's fine when it isn't.

no problem with the text, I've seen worst, as my writing.

Thanks I feel a bit better, but still irritated a bit too.
yeah I prefer alone mostly, just a personal thing.

I'll just post this odd dream I had 2 nights ago on a new journal.

Dang, what a dick.

I guess he is...

*hugs.*

thanks