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Lately to be said... (help and some comfort)
9 years ago
*wobbles about and smiles at* It's a header. What did you expect some grand thing to know?
No. I haven't keeled over though I'm sure some you would want me to. Yeah lately things haven't been going well. My job hasn't gotten any better and has been showing signs of getting worse. Being shift leader, leads me little to do about it. Hell apparently because of one incident with a coworker, had apparently forced my hand to make a 'customer' complaint so I can try and get him out of the store. At the very least transferred as me and him found out he can't get along with me. After so much of it, I just literally wanted him gone. Didn't have to be fired. Just where I didn't meet him at all during work. But because of this, apparently I was on the list of people to get fired instead of just him. Honestly had I gotten fired, I could have sued for discrimination and wrongful termination.
So right now I'm actually having to find a different job that can hopefully be better and pay better as I'm barely getting paid for all the shit I have to deal with. Quite honestly it almost feels like it isn't worth it.
I wanted to go to more fur meets and wanted to do more stuff but now because I have little to no money and am barely able to afford keeping myself under a roof, I'm gonna have to start doing a donation account to just possibly try and keep alive so I can afford food somehow. I can do commissions for story wise but I can't do anything without anyone willing to help on commissioning work for said person. I have samples of my work in my account but I guess most people just don't wish for it and prefer more of the visual artwork. That's how it's always been but it's just kinda sad I'm not more well known to be doing anything.
I just needed something to vent out. This isn't something I can keep dealing with at times. And voicing it to everyone just doesn't feel the same as when you type it out like this so I guess this is some way of coping for me. I'll be in my room on a creaking bed if anyone wants to talk. Sorry guys but with how bad things have gotten it makes me feel real shitty and depressed to be able to keep up with the times.
And before anyone asks, no its not because of the election. I never care about politics and I never vote so if this country goes to shit I can say I had no hand in it.
So right now I'm actually having to find a different job that can hopefully be better and pay better as I'm barely getting paid for all the shit I have to deal with. Quite honestly it almost feels like it isn't worth it.
I wanted to go to more fur meets and wanted to do more stuff but now because I have little to no money and am barely able to afford keeping myself under a roof, I'm gonna have to start doing a donation account to just possibly try and keep alive so I can afford food somehow. I can do commissions for story wise but I can't do anything without anyone willing to help on commissioning work for said person. I have samples of my work in my account but I guess most people just don't wish for it and prefer more of the visual artwork. That's how it's always been but it's just kinda sad I'm not more well known to be doing anything.
I just needed something to vent out. This isn't something I can keep dealing with at times. And voicing it to everyone just doesn't feel the same as when you type it out like this so I guess this is some way of coping for me. I'll be in my room on a creaking bed if anyone wants to talk. Sorry guys but with how bad things have gotten it makes me feel real shitty and depressed to be able to keep up with the times.
And before anyone asks, no its not because of the election. I never care about politics and I never vote so if this country goes to shit I can say I had no hand in it.
