One of our cats just died.
9 years ago
General
Sadie died while at the vet, having been taken there due to a sudden onset of pancreatitis.
Everything feels so… pointless.
Yet again, I’m kicked just as I’m starting to stand up.
I’m more worried about my mother, though. She loved that cat so much.
This is the third cat in a row that we’ve lost. I still miss the first one, whom I grew up with.
…I’m surprised I’m not bawling my eyes out. I guess I’ve just become too jaded.
Everything feels so… pointless.
Yet again, I’m kicked just as I’m starting to stand up.
I’m more worried about my mother, though. She loved that cat so much.
This is the third cat in a row that we’ve lost. I still miss the first one, whom I grew up with.
…I’m surprised I’m not bawling my eyes out. I guess I’ve just become too jaded.
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I don't know you personally, but sometimes the reality of a grim situation has a delayed reaction. :< That might not be the case for you, but I know that it happens...
With that said, I hope you've got some people who'll be there to support you through times like these.
If you ever want someone to vent or chat to, I'm here for ya. ;w;
I have many online friends who will be there for me.
My mother and I cried together, few tears as we may have had.