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I'm so silly + Still accepting characters for personal piece
9 years ago
♥|| My Dears ||♥
Lord, for those that don't know/didn't read my previous journal about my being quiet...
I'm just so obsessed with Heavy Rain, it's stupid. :| It's practically all I do every day.
I work on art/play some video games maybe, or come home from work, and then just sit around reading fanfiction.
Just ughhhhh. Why self, why. I haven't been this obsessed with something in quite a while, like since 2012.
It's a little frustrating, and yet excellent. And of course I'm mostly reading slash fiction, because why not.
Can't say it's not helping with my urge to ignore practically everything else since I'm in an emotional low. ;v;
(what I am saying is that I'm having a depressive episode. Also haven't had one of those since 2012)
There may be some fanart coming out of this regardless. I've managed to befriend someone in the tiny fandom and they are encouraging me.
Haha, at the very least I am... writing a fanfiction. And that's crazy enough as it is for me. :|
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I am also still allowing people to throw their characters at me to draw with my character Kylan.
Obviously you don't have to, but if you're interested and just missed my previous journal, then here you are
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7924704/People I Look Up To:
(my friends should also be on this list, but it's redundant to repeat them lol)
I hope you feel better! :hug:
But, because I stopped talking to some of my friends (because they became very, very strict social justice people), I sort of distanced myself from fandoms. TBH I only regularly talk to one friend of mine any more. It a little depressing, but I have been friends with her for something like 11 years or so. Haha Still, she's not into the fandom that I am, so I'm having to reach out to find someone to talk about it with that activel wants to talk about it with me.
Heavy Rain is just so... Well, it's full of plotholes, and a little stupid. But also just awesome. lol Even if it's practically more of an interactive movie with Quick Time Events, rather than an outright game. I'll have to thank Cryotic on youtube for playing it and congratulate myself for watching said playthrough... Or I may have never come across it. And I'd totally be missing out.
ANYWHO, rambling. I apologize. lol
But thank you, dear. ;v; I'm really not enjoying being depressed (I mean who does), but less because of the emotional turmoil, and more because it's keeping me from working on things and just in general sapping my motivation. B| And there are things I want to work on, so it's like irritating me so much. Haha I'm trying to push through it a bit regardless. I know it probably won't end soon, but that doesn't mean I'll just sit on my hands the whole time!
PLZ TEXT ME ABOUT HEAVY RAIN
have you played indigo prophecy/farenheit???
I'm not active online bc I suck but
I will listen to you talk about this game ALL THE TIME OKAY talk to me about games yes
I avoid fandoms like the plague but i happened to see "heavy rain" when I was making my drive bye "nuke all journals/subs/creeping on your page" ( :'] I'm sorry) and I was like I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING
AGENT NAHMAN JADEN
ARI COMMENT
TBH I'D MURDER FOR A GAME WITH JUST HIM AND ARI it was fun hHHHhhhh
Closest thing I can think of mechanics wise is like..la noire and remember me...
Hmmm
Also you're great ♡
Also x 2 Ky is hot at he can be thrown with me?!?! :']
Alright, alright. :V I'll text you about my current obsession. lol
I have not played indigo prophecy/farenheit.
I've of course heard of it, but Heavy Rain is my first 'outing' of actually playing a David Cage game.
(I've also watched a playthrough of Beyond: Two Souls) I'll have to check it out.
VA BENE THOUGH. I keep talking to Mika about it, but I don't think she likes it quite as much hahaha
I understand avoiding fandoms, I'm very careful with them, but to be honest the Heavy Rain fandom is so tiny, it's not even funny. I literally have like... two people on Tumblr that I can talk to about it. And both of them are also into the Heavy Rain ship that I am. lololol I'm so glad you said something though. ;v;
You don't know how frequently I just do that, like I'm at work and I go "Agent Nahman Jayden, FBI"
And then I giggle, because lord I adore his fairly shitty Bostonian accent. It's beautiful.
Between that and "Blake, you are a unbalanced, psychopathic asshole!" oh and
"Blake, I've had just about enough of your shit! You've been chasing this guy for what - two years - and what have you caught, huh? Nothin'. Abso-fuckin'-lutely nothin'!"
I am interested in L.A. Noire, though I know it is a bit different. But I can appreciate 'detective' stories.
I just enjoy the theme of noire movies, even if they aren't all good. lolol
;v; You're greater. ♥
Haha, I shall also consider you in the options of people and/or characters to put him with lololol ♥