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excusez moi
9 years ago
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can't sleep and stuff so I just kind of feel like venting a bit
just ignore this or something of you don't wanna hear me whining
I know most of you don't know anything about me besides me being a furry artist ya follow, which is fine, I kinda like it that way but it also kinda sucks cause I feel like people think I'm totally unapproachable (which I'm not, most of the time)
But like, I barely talk to anyone anymore, cept a few close friends (and by few I mean like 3...) which is really rough for me cause while I'm quiet and SOOO frikken awkward I like to just share my nonsense thoughts a lot
and I don't know I've felt really alone in this community anymore, and it's 100% my fault too cause I have no personality and I'm awful at doing the friendship and relationship thing
though this isn't meant to be like beg people to come talk to me, honestly I probably wouldn't be able to keep any friendships, so don't waste your time on me, I'm the worst
also I just feel really pent up about a lot of things that are honestly killing me on the inside and degrading both my mental and physical health cause I don't always have an outlet. I'm a very troubled kiddo
besides that
I'm really really worried about the future and what to do with myself
I have no idea
I give up on everything I pursue pretty quickly so nothing will probably ever work out
and I know it's pointless to fret over the future and it's out of my control
but it's hard for me to work towards the future I want when it's probably all just gonna go down the shitter anyways
just been feeling like nothing will ever be okay and it's just kinda rough
sorry I know this isn't what you guys expect from me at all
I'll delete this in an hour or two
just ignore this or something of you don't wanna hear me whining
I know most of you don't know anything about me besides me being a furry artist ya follow, which is fine, I kinda like it that way but it also kinda sucks cause I feel like people think I'm totally unapproachable (which I'm not, most of the time)
But like, I barely talk to anyone anymore, cept a few close friends (and by few I mean like 3...) which is really rough for me cause while I'm quiet and SOOO frikken awkward I like to just share my nonsense thoughts a lot
and I don't know I've felt really alone in this community anymore, and it's 100% my fault too cause I have no personality and I'm awful at doing the friendship and relationship thing
though this isn't meant to be like beg people to come talk to me, honestly I probably wouldn't be able to keep any friendships, so don't waste your time on me, I'm the worst
also I just feel really pent up about a lot of things that are honestly killing me on the inside and degrading both my mental and physical health cause I don't always have an outlet. I'm a very troubled kiddo
besides that
I'm really really worried about the future and what to do with myself
I have no idea
I give up on everything I pursue pretty quickly so nothing will probably ever work out
and I know it's pointless to fret over the future and it's out of my control
but it's hard for me to work towards the future I want when it's probably all just gonna go down the shitter anyways
just been feeling like nothing will ever be okay and it's just kinda rough
sorry I know this isn't what you guys expect from me at all
I'll delete this in an hour or two
The thing is life may be hard, but give it all you got and enjoy the ride. In the end it's you that has to be pleased with what you have done and make yourself feel accomplished with it all. Mistakes will be made, but learn from them. That is normal.
Don't feel as if you are just here. Take it day by day and live life to its fullest. Take chances. Leave the future to the future. Live in the now while you can.
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please know you arent alone
Being uncertain about the future and what you'll be doing with your life, I've been there. Hell, I still deal with things like that, these days, it's hard to be certain about the future anyway.
But never be afraid to reach out to me, for all the artwork you've done for me and the smiles it's given to me and my friends, I am more than willing to help back any way I can as a friend. =]
But I'm always looking for new friends and people to talk to, and i can promise you I would always be here if you ever needed an outlet.
If you wanna chat n stuffs, you can totally message me on telegram! :) my telegram is
kioshepherd , or if you don't have telegram just note me on here or something and we can figure something else out! :D
I feel stresses about my future too. I'm in college debt and am just waiting to start applying to summer jobs. I can't believe how fast everyrhing happens. It is totally fine to change your future plans... I've done it so many times before
Each day presents a new opportunity to start fresh without any constrictions of preconceptions and embark on a quest of self-transformation, in order to learn and be comfortable with yourself. If you work to acquire the power to let go of the things that you perceive as negatively emotional significance, it helps at being able to shed many of those feelings of depression or anxiety.
I've lost contact with a lot of friends from depression and becoming introverted. It also allowed me to see which of the very few true friends I had that put in the effort to check up on me and make sure I was okay when I needed them.
There's a really good YouTube videos from The School of Life that helped me out a lot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1D-vyjQIUDc - Confidence
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wC9S_fFMnaU - Self-Esteem
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGuZVuUBeiQ - Overcoming Bad Inner Voices
Also, 'Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free To Wear Sunscreen' is a inspiring piece.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5giWfpANMac
If you ever want to talk or anything, feel free to hit me up. It gets better. :)
Kik: Starfox_33
Skype: Tez_33
Telegram: Tez_Bravetail
Twitter: TezBravetail
Once again, I am more than happy to do anything for you! Hope things start looking up for ya!