I honestly can't believe its been two years since I last uploaded something into my gallery. I had thought it was approaching 1 year at most, but I haven't looked at my own page in ages, so shows how out of things I have been.

Now its not that I haven't been buying commissions. Most of you who know me, know that its just impossible for me to resist getting commissions as I enjoy getting them soo much. I guess you can say its my main addiction in life. While I still am having problems on waiting a long long time on commissions that I have paid for, it has improved somewhat these last half of the year,

I always believe that its better to show commission work so everyone can see the wonderful things artist create and before I would of always uploaded them. However over the course of these two years I have thinking alot about the kind of stuff I ask for with commissions and I have to admit I have been getting a growing sense of...well not embarrassment but something close to it.

Another thing you all well know is the types of commissions I get and also how similar they can be to each other when it comes to poses, perspectives and the characters I use for them. I bet that there is many fan groups that hate me for what I get of their favorite characters. For most I try not to think about it, but there is one in particular which I always love to get a pic of (bet you can easily guess who it is :)). Now I know that I will never stop getting pics of him as this character is my absolute most favorite of all time, but at the same time I almost always ask for him to be drawn big in some way. Looking at all the pics in my own folders of him and other characters I get, I really see a massive trend of particular "interests".

Of course we all have particular interests and on places like FA its easy to express them without the worry of being hated on for having them. I can also fully admit I am weird and I am not bothered by it really.

but what kind of has bothered me of late is the level I feel my weirdness as gone. The two main interests of mine are of course being being big in someway whether its fat or by inflation & there is of course Feets. This led to combining the two where a character's feet become big, whether its just in general size though more frequently its also their thickness, essentially making them fat or inflated. Nowadays 90% of what I like to ask for in a commission will involve huge feet.

Compared to other interests, this is not really a common one shared with many people, well enjoy it to level I go to at least. I do wonder whether this obsession of mine, as to be frank this is an obsession, is just too weird and whether I go too far with it.

Do you feel that perhaps I should tone it down or think or new things to go into? Have I been too samey in who I get pics of and its getting too repetitive?

Should I go back to uploading my commissions? If so how should I go about doing it? should I limit what I upload of certain things or characters? Would you mind seeing something that you may not be interested in and may find really odd?

Of course if I were to upload stuff again, I wouldn't mind it if any of your un-watch me. I will fully understand.