The past couple of months have been... interesting, to say the least. Between losing my father, the stress of having to deal with his estate and look through his things (THANKFULLY lessened by a wonderful paralegal who is a sweetheart and a weird mofo ^^), along with general depression that I've been dealing with for a while now and the fact that I'm introverted and have issues with people....

I end up going VERY quiet.

So if you end up reading this and wonder why I haven't said anything on Skype, or responded to something, or what have you...

There's your answer. Most days I just wanna stay in bed and cry, or simply lay there and do fuck all. I'm trying to draw something, I would LOVE to write more but have been unable to actually muster the energy to do so, haven't touched polymer clay in ages... So yeah. I go quiet and tend to not respond.

Doesn't mean I don't love you or that I don't wanna talk to you, it just means I lack the energy required for me to actually talk or deal with shit. Plus, trying to run after a 3-year-old and deal with a fussy 4-month-old tends to be a bit hard for me to deal with. ^^; I love them though, they make life fucking awesome.

So yeah, there you go. My apologies.