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So...what....happened yesterday?
9 years ago
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Ok I kinda remember being deeply depressed for the first time in ages (dangerously so) and I remember why, but everything else i kinda a blur, in a way. I didn't do anything ALL day so maybe that's why I can't what I was thinking.
Tries to recall
I was incredibly depressed/triggered that I'd upset another potential friend within the first day of meeting. This isn't the first time and this time I wasn't sure what I had done (cause i'm an idiot). The animation and Holiday didn't add to it actually, so there's that, even though I'd like to blame them or my meds, it was all me.
IDK I'm sorry for so drastically over-reacting. I can't promise I'll do better next time, cause I don't seem to change. XD But I know these feelings only last a day, I just don't wanna admit i'll be ok. I'd rather wallow in my own self pity (which is VERY enjoyable to me for some reason). Luckily these moods don't happen often.
Thank you ALL for your comments and support. Not sure why but I positivity and compliments from others never seem to work on me. They automatically are treated as empty words or lies. Not sure why.
However, I'm very Thankful for you all!
~love Alorix~
Tries to recall
I was incredibly depressed/triggered that I'd upset another potential friend within the first day of meeting. This isn't the first time and this time I wasn't sure what I had done (cause i'm an idiot). The animation and Holiday didn't add to it actually, so there's that, even though I'd like to blame them or my meds, it was all me.
IDK I'm sorry for so drastically over-reacting. I can't promise I'll do better next time, cause I don't seem to change. XD But I know these feelings only last a day, I just don't wanna admit i'll be ok. I'd rather wallow in my own self pity (which is VERY enjoyable to me for some reason). Luckily these moods don't happen often.
Thank you ALL for your comments and support. Not sure why but I positivity and compliments from others never seem to work on me. They automatically are treated as empty words or lies. Not sure why.
However, I'm very Thankful for you all!
~love Alorix~
In any case happy to hear you're feeling better. *hugs*
So I was out drinking and you were freaking out... I go away for five minutes.
As Zak said dear, lots of people care about you. Hope all is good Alo.
Any and all times little Snakey~ *hugs because why not*
*hugs hard enough to shatter the universe in tiny little places small enough to swipe up into a dust pan*