So uh I ost my job last week
My last day was Saturday and they told me on Friday that I no longer will be working there as they are shutting down.
I'm in a weird state of emotions right now...I'm trying to stay positive and in the Yuletide spirit...
But I'm also angry. Because shit like this ALWAYS happens. I very rarely catch a fuckin break.
And of course I'm just mostly sad.
I liked my job, for the most part. I have had pretty much the same job for 6 years. It was a local business and not a box store, I knew who my bosses actually were, i loved the customers, and I loved the area.
And now it's gone.
I don't like it when chapters of my life end i don't like change really...so I'm just kind of sad.
Also I am fucking just...Thank god I already got most of my holiday shopping done because I don't know how our financial situation is going to go now
I'm trying to file for unemployment but it's not going well.
Things don't work out easily for me. It's kind of why I give up so fast now a days haha...It's less disappointing to not try rather than have every step of the way fail.

BLUUUUUUUH

I shouldn't be venting this but I just don't know what else to do anymore.

Keep moving forward I guess but now that I'm here I don't know which way is forward.

Sorry for the super bummer note!
I gotta go cook a turkey and ignore all the problems in my life and try not to let crippling unmedicated depression try and drag me under and drown me :^)