I just wanted to let my followers know that I am feeling great the past month! I can honestly say that the two months I was unemployed sucked so bad I was beginning to be unmotivated and depressed. I never mentioned this but I had suicidal thoughts and I did not like that at all! I hate that feeling so much, I didn't even want to get up and do anything. All I did was sleep late and binge watch netflix everyday.... I have had those thoughts a long time ago being depressed in back high school [which was 12 years ago] but I have never ever once attempted anything because I know there is too many people I have to live for. That's why the Husband and I decided to get the furbabies when we did. Just having them brightened up my mood so much! I felt more confident and positive. The week after adopting them I got a new job! I feel like adopting them was my good luck charm it's wonderful to be employed again! Since we got the kittens and I have a new job again doing what I like to do I'm loving life and very thankful to have my Husband, family, our two furbabies and a house over our head.

I really hope to never have to feel that depressed again. Anyway positive thoughts and feelings! Crossing fingers to get a decent raise after my 60 day probation is up [I'm really hoping to get back to what I was making before so I can save money again] but the weeks leading up to Christmas I'll be working 60 hrs 5 days a week which will be some very nice paychecks! I just have to mentally prepare myself for those 12 hr days. I have done a 13 hr day before but it was usually only once a week back when I was working in fast food. I'm looking at the money I will be making which will definitely help with the credit card debt I accumulated in just two months being unemployed buying things I needed and for kitties plus Christmas and birthday presents I had to buy for the Husband and family. Can't wait for the festivities in the next coming weeks! I love Christmas time even when I was down in the dumps I usually always loved Christmas just getting together with family. Oh and my 30th birthday is coming up on December 1st! AH!!! lol I don't feel 30 at all. I probably could still pass as 20-25. lol.

I hope everyone else has been having a good end of the year! I know it's tough. I know all too well how tough life can be, but we just have to have family and friends help us through it! <3<3