I'm gunna try to be back now, I've been halfway keeping myself away from fa and everything else. But I'm feeling better about things. Seriously considering going to MFF. Would totally be in my kigu or just walking around with my tail on. It's only 6hrs away, sad thing is I totally didn't really plan on going so I'd need to be able to room with someone, either that or stay with some family in Chicago if it comes down to it. There is one factor determining if I'm going, will figure it out soon, if anything I will atleast go one day. Gunna be doing some fun stuff around Christmas that was a total supprise to me :p but yes. I'm gunna try to be back :)